that 25 things meme
1. I talk to my cats a lot. usually in ridic voices.
2. I love Lauren a lot more than i love most people. she's my bb and gets it all. i honestly would not be able to function without her. I also miss her the most when I'm not with her.
3. i still think about my aunt every day. she's been dead since 2003 but the pain never goes.
4. my ability to quote my way through friends episodes is awesome/annoying/proves my sad little life.
5.i use words like 'oic' 'lol' 'tbh' 'wow' far too much irl. i also use N more than normal. yes, i realise 'my life, my life, lol~'
6. the people I love the most are always too far away for me to see whenever i want. i wish you were all on my doorstep.
7. im always on my sidekick. deal with it. i like constant conversation with some people.
8. i hate college so much. like, srsly.
9. i miss school. ever since i left i do feel forgotten, but i never would have stayed.
10. i like to be talking to someone all the time. i don't like to feel alone.
11. i have a ridic infatuation with bandboys. i am always going to be that thirteen yr old mcr/fob fan. you can't take it away from me.
12. my father has lived in the middle east since 2002. i don't think I've ever really missed him.
13. i don't get along with my parents 70% of the time. i kinda long for an awesome mother who makes nice food and doesn't make me cry at night.
14. my little sister has been gone for about 3 months and i miss her more than ever.
15. i like cuddles. i will lean on you and smush u and poke you. if you don't like it, well um i don't care. I'm still gonna do it. personal space is for n00bz~
16. i love bad television. the hills is my current awful addiction. my super sweet 16 is up there too. i love mtv. goddamn.
17. i like being small, well sometimes. i like it when people pet and smush me ;_;
18. i really hate bananas. like HARDCORE. like people eating them in the same room as me makes me want to hurl. the smell makes me gag :(
19. I switch from being someone who really wants to be looked after to wanting someone else to look after constantly.
20. I wish i could play the piano.
21. I met my favoruite people on the internet. some of those kids I've met online have made my life so much better. idk what i'd do without them.
22. Curley + Fries plus chicken. Stateside dates with Lauren or Hangover via hangz with emma. Plx.
23. Im actually a lot needier than i let on.
24. I complain a lot, get over it. I don't need pity im just a whiney little fucker.
25. Im terrified that my dreams are never going to come true and I've fucked my life up this past year. If i could i'd just be somewhere like a chicago in a flash and would spend the rest of my life eating ice cream and pizza and pretending i work at fearless.