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NEW POST! WOOT!
wow, i really haven't posted in ages, i need to fix that.
what's happend since new years?
Not much. got a babysitting gig im sick of, but the cash (when she remembers to pay me) is decent. I've been trying to save but every other week something comes up. Last friday was my fault though, however i dont regret it for even a moment.I went to the city , got hammered , got a little action,had a blast and frankly how often have i been able to say that lately?
I know i seem to say this alot but i really need to stop falling SO EASILY for any girl who shows me the least bit of attension. I mean sure, maybe it could be argued that she MIGHT like me back. But then again it could just as easily be argued that we were both REALLY drunk, really lonely, really horny. I like Roselle & i'd it to go further than random akward flirting that segues into random akward drunken groping, but still i realize it wont & i need to move on/ not take it all that seriously. But if not Roselle than who? i need to to get out there and i need to get with someone . im just so patheticly lonely lately. I've been attempting to meet people online. it's been hit and miss. mostly miss.
Other stuff;
Ugh Us!Skins. i tried. REALLy I DID. Maybe Tea's episode is gona be amazing. but i just, i couldnt with this cast EDIT; it was amaing and i love her. LOVE HER.<3 Also on UK!skins i know Mini's a total bitch but she's too pretty for me not to dislike her. Also i heart franky.
have i mentioned recently i'm dying?
I've been sick.like sicker than usual. like i know my body has a tendcy to fail on me every couple of months but this time its failing in ways that are actually starting to scare me. Mom says i look yellow & is going to get me a doctor's apointment. 1000x's time a charm, i supose.
Tired. im @ moms but it's getting late and i have to shuffle off home.
Til next time, i guess...