fuck me and a bag of chips.

Oct 29, 2003 13:48

my heart feels heavy today. mostly on the bottom. a little to the left. yeah, thats the love spot. mr apex of the heart is telling me "you fucking idiot, i told you not to." and its prolly right, but i mean if im jumping off the top of joy every day just so i dont hit the bottom, why shouldnt i test gravity one more time. my trophy shelf of scars ( Read more... )

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Emotions... kitty_durden October 30 2003, 00:37:44 UTC
Emotions are scary as hell. Even though you've been wounded and you have many a battle scar you should never shut yourself off completely. I know it's hard to be open. Especially after all the shit. But don't put all your emotions out on a limb all at once. Don't rely on one person (ie "If they don't *insert whatever you want here* then I'm giving up!") Believe it or not someday you will find someone that will appreciate you. But if you've closed yourself off you'll drive them away. But it doesn't have anything to do with making her cum or making her laugh all the time either. Yes, those things matter. But it's much more than that. It's ALL the little things at once and they form a sort of mosiac of you and that person. Don't kill yourself over it. Just try to relax, take it one day at a time, and don't gamble too much at one time. But don't give up. Never give up.

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Re: Emotions... nnychi October 30 2003, 13:17:20 UTC
thanks. come over asap on friday, i miss you ;/ ill see if i can get money for movies/booze.

trust me, i have more of a problem with not giving up than giving up. but i think thats more good than bad, i dont abandon ship when a storm comes (tragedy, misunderstandings, PMS, etc..)

relaxing is the hardest part. im going to have to get drunk as early as i can in hopes to communicate with her. last time we all hung out i wanted to talk to her SO bad, i just didnt know what to say (which does NOT happen when i am drunk, haha). so im really hoping something good (maybe like me becoming an option for her) can come of this.

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Re: Emotions... kitty_durden October 30 2003, 14:13:18 UTC
Good point. I'm hoping something will come of it too. Yes, get drunk. Very drunk. But not so drunk that you are overconfident and spitting out really corny pick up lines like "Let's Play Army"

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Re: Emotions... nnychi October 30 2003, 14:31:44 UTC
pffff. thats something jason would say. id say "lets play doctor" *snare snare crash*. wow, what a great audience~

i wont get too drunk, it takes ALOT to get me drunk. thx tolerance. although uhh, i havent drank much lately. we'll see.

PS. to be on the safe side, there is no reference about homosexuals in the military and the stereotypical hot nurses, fo SHO.

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decay_ October 30 2003, 00:50:24 UTC
go for it sweetie. do it for my right ovary.

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nnychi October 30 2003, 13:09:54 UTC
lol, "excuse me miss, you dropped your ovum!~"

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