my heart feels heavy today. mostly on the bottom. a little to the left. yeah, thats the love spot. mr apex of the heart is telling me "you fucking idiot, i told you not to." and its prolly right, but i mean if im jumping off the top of joy every day just so i dont hit the bottom, why shouldnt i test gravity one more time. my trophy shelf of scars
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trust me, i have more of a problem with not giving up than giving up. but i think thats more good than bad, i dont abandon ship when a storm comes (tragedy, misunderstandings, PMS, etc..)
relaxing is the hardest part. im going to have to get drunk as early as i can in hopes to communicate with her. last time we all hung out i wanted to talk to her SO bad, i just didnt know what to say (which does NOT happen when i am drunk, haha). so im really hoping something good (maybe like me becoming an option for her) can come of this.
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i wont get too drunk, it takes ALOT to get me drunk. thx tolerance. although uhh, i havent drank much lately. we'll see.
PS. to be on the safe side, there is no reference about homosexuals in the military and the stereotypical hot nurses, fo SHO.
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