[Special 009: Voice] The inheritance of power

May 12, 2011 08:36

[To those who know her, or those attuned to it, Ami's voice seems to be struggling with its composure. The reason isn't evident at first; it's a straightforward question of the sort making the rounds lately.]I've been speaking with Hermione about magic in different worlds. We wondered who comes from worlds where magic power is hereditary, or from ( Read more... )

, *used to being alone, *how much do we adjust to luceti?, *something to distract this mind, *someone went home, *about the sailor senshi

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[Voice] | Ahh, so late semper_cogitans May 12 2011, 08:32:35 UTC
[Ami. Robert hasn't heard from her in a good week or so, and he's been worried... Afraid that the experiment had really hurt her, or something.

... And it figures that the Malnosso would kick her when she was down, if she had been. Aino Minako? Robert remembers her, vaguely, as one of Ami's very close friends - and the tremor in Ami's voice betrays that in a way that Robert can just about tell.

At first, he doesn't betray his own feelings, just answers.]

... My multiverse has no such thing as magic, as far as I was aware of.

... An experiment here in Luceti seemed to confirm this, if you would be... c-curious to hear of it, Doctor Mizuno...?

[Well, okay, "not betraying" isn't quite the right term for it. More like... not acknowledging out loud. The shake in his own voice says how he feels well enough, anyway. Says that he's sorry for being silent for the past week, for not making a better attempt to find her, for withdrawing into himself again like he used to do whenever he was terrified of everything. That he's sorry he won't be ( ... )

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[Voice] no_use_running May 14 2011, 03:07:38 UTC
Perhaps sometime. I'd like to do that.

You know, it's strange to think of, but I've been here for a year and a half.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 14 2011, 03:16:20 UTC
Don has been here for over a year as well. [Robert's voice is almost marvelling.] And some people have been here nearly thrice that.

...

... Do you... ever get used to this place? I mean, it's been four months, and I still am not entirely... accustomed to it.

[He's come a long way, though... but sometimes he still remembers Professor Garcia's small smile as she studied his latest report, or his little residential unit, or some other detail from his Terran life, and he feels sad.]

... Th-though I... I have things here I... never had, at home.

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[Voice] no_use_running May 14 2011, 03:20:08 UTC
I'm used to it. [She repeats the words easily enough. She will adapt, she will cope. She always has. If she sometimes wonders how long until she'll be able to see her friends from home again, she has even had practice in missing them with all of them moving on with their adult lives.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 14 2011, 03:23:53 UTC
I suppose you either become used to it, or go insane.

... and one could hardly be more insane than the Malnosso.

Perhaps it's why they are the way they are. [If the Malnosso have been here longer than even they have, it would explain that sort of insanity fairly well.

Robert keeps telling himself that at least he isn't alone here. He has friends. He has what feels like a family, something closer than his own parents were to him. But it just makes him more afraid that one day it'll all disappear...]

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Re: [Voice] no_use_running May 14 2011, 03:30:53 UTC
[She knows that exact fear, far more than he'll ever realize; when she was younger and more insecure, she had driven herself quite literally mad worrying over it: hallucinating and passing out from the stress because for the first time ever, she had friends.

What if she was wrong? What if they left her?]

I don't believe in the Malnosso's good intentions. I believe they're our enemy here. But I don't think it's insanity; I don't think insanity could create this.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 14 2011, 04:13:35 UTC
... Sometimes there is a very fine line between genius and insanity. [Robert knows this fairly well. Many people with extraordinarily high intelligence - himself included - were also plagued with mental instabilities of various kinds. As the overall intelligence level of the Terran population had trended upward due to social pressure, the rise of mental differences had accompanied it - slowly but surely. Of course, there were ways to deal with it, but it was still a fascinating correlation.]

Still, I would overall agree with your assessment. The Malnosso, in general, seem to be cruel in the extreme.

... I hesitate to paint all of those associated with the Organization with the same brush, though...

... But I could be... m-merely being sentimental, in the case of... Ms. Molly. [He... genuinely finds himself drawn to her on some level, even if he doesn't entirely know why.]

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[Voice] no_use_running May 14 2011, 04:31:03 UTC
The people aren't what I'm against. But, if they're allowing this to continue, they'll have to be stopped. We can't let them keep going.

[If she can't relent even for the most important person of all, she won't relent for the all-but-strangers of the Malnosso.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 14 2011, 05:33:13 UTC
Ah, yes... certainly you're right in that we shouldn't tolerate these sort of abuses. They would be intolerable from anybody.

Just... I wonder, perhaps, if there might not be some way to surmount the Malnosso... from the inside?

... If there are any Malnossian scientists that perhaps feel a little differently... ... But I would not know. [Robert is disgusted by the actions of the scientists as a collective, but a part of him hopes that there are some that are less abominable.]

At any rate, though, yes. Some method of stopping this has to be found. I only wish we could be seen as sapients and not chattel, but...

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[Voice] no_use_running May 14 2011, 05:44:36 UTC
[It takes a moment before her reply comes. She needs to think out the ramifications of just what's being said.]

It's impractical. There aren't any channels of communication that can't be monitored. Even when we're asked to believe certain messages are blocked from the Malnosso themselves, there's no reason to assume it's true.

That's why, we can't really plan that sort of thing.

[Ami: slow to trust pessimist.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 14 2011, 19:33:11 UTC
[No, she's right, here. Robert's being too idealistic for his own good, and it hadn't occurred to him that the Malnosso would want to hide things from each other until she pointed that out. It's what happens when you're used to information being freely distributed.]

... You're right...

... I just... I don't know. [Said with some mixture of awkwardness and anxiety and maybe just blind hope:] I wanted to think that perhaps there were some who would see us as more than that, but...

... You are certainly correct in that none of them can be trusted. They have not shown any reason to be trustworthy, after all.

[As much as Robert hates to admit it, that there are scientists in the world who can be this disgusting.]

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[Voice] no_use_running May 14 2011, 21:22:02 UTC
We don't have any reason to believe they do.

[She demands proof, with her own eyes; certainly when it's something this large, she can't take it on faith alone.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 15 2011, 03:32:26 UTC
[It's something Robert can definitely identify with, wanting solid proof. He's wanted solid proof for everything, even if he has trouble distinguishing what solid proof would really be in this context.]

I am not certain how it would ever be possible for the Malnosso to prove themselves to us, though.

... However, I can think of things that would begin the redemption process.

[Such as cooperation instead of altercation.]

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[Voice] no_use_running May 15 2011, 03:34:35 UTC
Those things haven't happened in these years.

[She'd only trusted Usagi could change things around because it was Usagi. In general, people change slowly, and not much, and sometimes not at all.

Oh, it's possible - she herself is proof of that, as are the shitennou. But magic had also been at work there, even if she knows her own faults, too. But it's not likely, and she's not willing to wait further years for it to happen.]

It's important to go home as quickly as possible.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans May 15 2011, 03:44:11 UTC
What with the apparent time-dilation effects, do you think that it would affect our perception of our own time when we return?

[Robert, for the record, doesn't mind spending time here in Luceti. He misses Terra, but for all intents and purposes, if he was to keep the knowledge of Luceti at home then he would be bringing a wealth of information in return, so he wouldn't have technically not been doing anything.

... By contrast, Ami has obligations and duties as a senshi that Robert can't really fathom yet. Give him some time; he may come to realize it eventually.

Some of it is Robert just... not wanting to lose the connections he's made here, though.]

I mean, you returned home once; were you still the same apparent age that you were when you were first indicted into Luceti, if you remember?

... Because, if you were, it raises questions about the mechanics behind the taking and releasing of people here... not that they would be easily answered, to be certain.

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[Voice] no_use_running May 15 2011, 04:00:40 UTC
[Their battles are over. She just wants her life back: her mother, her friends, her career.]

Nothing seemed changed, and, no one mentioned anything strange either. I really did return to the moment I left.

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