new year....

[no1_barbie]

New Year,

For the first time in my whole entire life i am going to spending the rest of my life without my brother. 
Dont really know how i feel about it to be honest?
i miss him alot.
the good thing about it is that he is in no pain anymore and he is at peace, but then again i will never be able to argue with him or squeeze his hand when he was upset

Comments

[gemma298]

Hey sweediepoo. Your right about what it has said about changing people's life. This happening has completely changed my perspective. I am starting to look at things differently now. A new year, a new start. Oh and here's one for your mommy, a smoke free me. This time there is no cheating, i'm doing it for real for as long as i physically and mentally can. We need to get together miss. I miss you so much!
Love you xxx