caring....

[no1any1every1]

its saddening...but i care enough to care but not enough to do anything about my problems....there are so many...or maybe they just seem that way to me bc i am such a slacker!!!....i'm so mad at me rite now in a sense but then again i kinda have this "i dont care attitude" as well...i need help...maybe some real consoling would help...ha! doubt it

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[addicted2hiding]

wanting and doing are two different things too true. I need to pass my exams so i can become a psych go to uni etc and i kind of want to aswell, but i cant motivate myself, yet i have plenty of motivation, its something that i really want to be.

Im lazy aswell.What are we going to do with ourselve?! *sigh*

good luck with your maths test though ♥

[no1any1every1]

yes i know...i too have dreams ike u do..but i need motivation right now even before it gets really hard...like rite now i know i can do so much better but maybe since i know that i can do better or already know the stuff i choose not to do it or do anything about it..thinkig "i can always catch up"..ugh!!..yeap i want to be a zoologist..but sucking at my bio class rite nw..thinking about reconsidering what i want to be...since i have no experience anyways....

thaks...i felt so shitty that i just skipped out of my math class..while studying i knew i didnt know enough about that chapeter to een get a passing grade so mad at myself for skippig out though....shoulda and coulda tried harder!!! AaaHHHHHHH!!...::sigh::

if you try and i try maybe we can reach our goals...rite?...how do u know u cant do something uless u try....but even trying, i need motivation to try...=/ i know i'm sad and pathetic...

[addicted2hiding]

your not pathetic.

I have motivation but still i dont work or concentrate. Yes-i do have alot of other issues and what not, but thats not what distracts me. And then i get even more annoyed with mmyself

if you try and i try maybe we can reach our goals...rite?...how do u know u cant do something uless u tryTrue, motivation to try? Well my motivation is to become a psch is: I want to be able to help people who have felt like i do and help peopple and also to prove to my parents that i can do this and get there and i will enjoy it. It is something i really really want to do. ANd its also my motivation for getting therapy as i cant become a psych till i get my own problems sorted first.

Why do you want to become a zoologist? Think about that perhaps? Stay with that dream though, dont leave it just because you havent tried

[no1any1every1]

i guess because me actually becoming a zoologist is so long from now...its a lil harder to imagine and reach the goal now...there is no short term motivation for me becoming a zoologist...okay one might be passing bio (but gezzz this bio teacher that i have is really hard)...i think i can do and handle a lot but when it really comes down to it i cant...i could barely handle a job on campus (and i only work 6 hours a week!! i know..i know..horrible...) =/ along with school...if the attendence policy wasnt such a pain i would be better off...<--sorry that was random rabbling/venting...ha!...neways i just need to get myself straigthen out....then maybe things would be better...

[bobninjapirate]

"how do i become not lazy i NEED motivation" -That's a really good statement. I've tried to figure that one out many times

[no1any1every1]

sometimes you just have to dust yourself off the ground and get back up...i know...but me...sometimes i just want to lay down on the ground and watch for a while before getting back up or thinking if its worth getting back up....=/

thank you for trying to help and give me a sense of hope...i really do appreciate it!! ^_^

-that easter thing...lol..you dont have to stress yourself over that...i'm sure you have better things to do, such as resolving those things that you are stressing out about...^_^

-i think we all just need a big vacation for a lil while to di-stress ourselves for a moment at one time in our life where we dont have to worry about anything...amen to that!

take it easy ^_^ (and i'll try to do the same)