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Apr 25, 2005 11:56

fk!!!....i'm so PO at myself.i binge ad purge yesterday, and binge and purge some more....then i just binge and couldnt purge nemore but i just felt gross all nite!!! ugh!!! going to restrict today bc of yesterday...i still feel sick from it....in a way i want to restrict and then another say wth just do whateer u want and binge.....must be strong ( Read more... )

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addicted2hiding April 25 2005, 09:02:24 UTC
*hugs* same, im *trying* to restrict and be good today but all i want to do is binge and purge, i cant be bothered anymore

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bobninjapirate April 26 2005, 00:51:47 UTC
You know what, I want you to know- your a good person. People who fight things over and over and over again, and see no progress can get to feeling that that they're bad in some way.

The mentality comes that, because they see failure time and time again, that they're bad and no good or just a little good exists inside of them.

I want you to know- you're a good person. I say this, and believe it to be so, because I don't believe anybody who desires to change is bad.

Failing doesn't make you a bad person, it just means that you have problems that you haven't beaten yet. And really, everybody has problems. Life in itself, is going from problem to problem, trying to figure out the answers ( ... )

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no1any1every1 April 26 2005, 23:02:55 UTC
THANK YOU!! reading your comment help made me feel better about myself...thanks you for the prayer...i need it i'm sure...
i hope i can beat this too!!...i've been trying to for awhile...but it always come sneaking back...and also on another note...i think sometimes when ppls have problem they dont like to admit to themselves or anyone else that they have a problem...i mean who would want to admit to others that "yes i have an eating disorder"...its hard...its hard to tell others to get help and its hard to overcome bc its such a "secret"....in the end i just think that i'm afraid of what ppls will think of me if they knew...and besides EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN PROBLEMS...i dont think that i should add mine to other ppls...it just wouldnt be fair....but thank you for caring...i do appreciate it!!...
"it'll all be okay"...."everything will be okay"....(positive thinking!!! wishful thinking!!...that's me!)

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