i hate me.

[no1caresanymore]

so i just really need to vent right now because my night ended up terrible. i have the lowest self esteem ever right now just because of some stupid picture. for years, my mom has pounded into my head that being fat is the worst thing ever and since now i'm somewhat fat she basically tells me i need to exercise and lose weight constantly. she make

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[so_damn_cliche]

i know this isnt what you want to hear but you're not fat. you're soo gorgeous meredith and i personally blame your mom for giving you the mindset that you have to be stick then to be a beautiful girl when that is most certainly not the case. and i think you know that relationships arent based solely on looks. and dont feel bad about not having a boyfriend..i've never had a "real/serious" boyfriend. it'll happen. you'll meet the right guy and he'll think you're the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. i'm serious.
love, alex
p.s. i always say that.."i'm trying this new diet called anorexia"
I LOVE YOU!! A LOT!!