well i'm finally back home. i'm really glad to be back home, but now i'm really bored all the time. living in the dorms on campus made it really easy to hang out with my friends b/c i could just go downstairs. lol. now, since i have no car and all my friends live in different cities (ecept for Lauren, but she's never here) it makes it really kinda ( Read more... )

well this is sadly going to be my last wednesday at "goth" night. :( at least for awhile... until i get a car and come up to visit sometime. but ever when i come to visit, it's not going to be on a wednesday, lol, it'll most likely be a weekend. Sinister Steve(my nickname for him), this cool guy that i met at the Cradle show this weekend said he ( Read more... )

i've been talking to "J" a lot lately. man, i really miss him a lot. i am totally going to miss everyone here when i go too. i've been taking pictures of everyone lately. or well trying to, b4 they leave. it's been kind crazy busy around here. and with the whole 24 hour quiete hours all the time, everyone hides in their rooms all the time ( Read more... )

i had my saxophone jury today. for those of you who are not music majors at the University of Toeledo, a jury is when the music major plays his/her intsrument for the music deparment faculty. kinda scary. it's the equivelent to a final for a regular class. i did o.k. on my prepared solos, but i totally screwed up on my scales. they knew they had ( Read more... )

so ya, tonight was fucking AWESOME!! got a drunken phone call from Ryan last night, he told me that he was going to the Cradle of Filth/ Arch Enemy/ Bleeding Through/ Himsa concert today and asked me if i wanted to go. of course i said yes, lol, but Ryan didn't even remember talking to me last night. lol. i got to go anywayz though, which ROCKED! i ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to go to the headbangers ball tomorrow in cleveland!! i hope my ride doesn't bail on me this time too! i'll be pissed, b/c this is going to be a great concert. Cradle of Filth is going to be playing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw them once at Ozzfest, but it was second stage and they didn't get to play for more then a 1/2 ( Read more... )

well i guess since he thinks he can write about my god damned red underwear on the internet for EVERYONE to see, then i can write about how much of a god damned pervert he is ( Read more... )

well last night was a blast! even though kiki, mandy, and lisa were too busy with school work to go, which was sad, but shcool's more important so that's O.k. i went all out in my hot pink and green glittter fairy outfit, although my hot pink and black stripped tights ripped when i was putting them on so i had to substituate with pink glittery ( Read more... )

feeling kinda blah today. i don't knwo if i'm sick or it's just a temporary stomach ache or something? but, my stomach hurts kinda bad and i'm a little shakey. this happened to me the other night when i went out to smoke a ciggy, i got all light headed and shakey and my stomach started to hurt. i didn't really think anything of it then, but now i'm ( Read more... )

so it's POURING down rain here now. after a solid "drizzle" and sprinkling of rain for the last 2 days, it finally decides to POUR!!! sometimes i don't think it'll EVER stop raining here, b/c when it rains, it rains for DAYS! it's rediculous how much it rains here. my "hometown" is only 3 hours away and we only get like 1/2 the rain that we get ( Read more... )