i almost gave up today, but instead i will make the choice to wash the feeling away with cold beer and emotional void. drown out any thoughts of wanting to fix your problems, crush the fucking bastard, kill him off ( Read more... )

tired of my coworkers talking shit after every custumer leaves
tired of my girlfriend getting stressed to the point that i feel like a punching bag
tired of stupid people
tired of feeing guilty

im so tired of seeing so many fat people. while at work i see just huge families walking in with their obese kids. Its just disguesting. Though it might seam somewhat extream to say, i dont think people fully understand what they are doing and the things going on in their body. I remember when i was 9 or so, people didnt look so huge. But i wonder ( Read more... )

yesterday was day 2. In the morning i have to take a saltwater flush. Salt is pretty intersting. It aides in helping your body draw out toxins from your system. Once you take the 2tsp of salt with a pint of water your suppose to have a BM. Pretty gross, but it helps to rid your body of all the junk thats stuck to your colon. The salt taste like ( Read more... )

Today is the my first of 16 days of the master cleanse. So far it hasnt been hard really. Everyday im drinking a mix of lemon, cayenne pepper, and mayple syrup along with water. In the morning i have a salt water flush and a lax herb tea at night. I guess the purpose of this is to flush out the toxins from my body. Not only that, but to kick start ( Read more... )

its been a while since i last posted. i guess its that i really had nothing to say and really no great way to say it. Im into a new school year and yesterday i put in a few hour at a animal shelter. for some reason people find it hard to deal with animals in captivity. i guess its something about them being stuck in such a small place. well if this ( Read more... )

all this and nothing. nothing and everything. its all the same, but some how diffrent ( Read more... )

today is friday and as this horrible week comes closer to an end im just waiting tell its all over. Nothing good has come from the last few days. Monday stated off with work problems that continuned thru thrusday. More of my equiptment is coming up broken. My camera is shooting distorted photos, my ipod died. And this weekend i will be host to 8 ( Read more... )

no poetry. no prose. no stories of madness. for once (again) this is happiness. waking up to your white skin. your back and shoulders naturally painted. your hair the color of fire wearing black panties covered by my white and brown sheets. i wake up early just so i can watch you sleep ( Read more... )

may peace live in the heart of all fallen heros and drunken whores ( Read more... )