in hamilton
i'm in the hammer right now.
the house is empty. i feel like such a stranger here. not even as if it's a hotel room. it's like someone will walk aroudn the corner and tell me to get out.
agh.
so i finally had the room on forsyth signed. the best news all summer. her name is sheena and she's really happy about the room. aldo had totally redone the floor and the upstairs bathroom. the hosue is sreally good looking now..
i hope i made the right choice. but whatever.
so even though i had always believed (and told everyone) that i was sure i'd be back for at least another year (in ttown), it turns out that's probably not the case. we're having a MEGA GIGANTIC GARAGE SALE EXTRAVAGANZAA this saturday (and/or next saturday) where we're selling around 50% of all our belongings. seriously, it has got to be the best garage sale ever. we have so many things.. i don't want to sell most of them, but they have to go. so please come and take them so i can know what happened to them.
ah it makes me sad. i have to go back and rescue all the things andrew and chris are giving away.
i don't know if i'll miss trenton or not. i guess i will. it will never be the same, visiting there. i'd probably only drop in once or twice in the summer, then once in the next summer, then never again. and all the times would be so awkward becuase i'd have to stay over with someone, and i can't just be.
i'm going to get a lab job in either hamilton or toronto next summer. hopefully hamilton so this room doesn't go to waste.
it sucks that i eventually won't care that i dont' visit trenton anymore. i don't want to move.
my keyboard is wireless and ran out of batteries. i couldn't find 4 working ones in this house, so i stole the one that was in the basement.
i seriously don't know what's going on in this house. i guess the only reason why i feel like such a stranger here is that people have been living here all along, and i'm just coming in now. we haven't divided up the cupboards and such yet. everything is so high because everyone who lived here last year was tall. this room was carly's so the mirror barely shows my whole head. i don't know how sam feels about it, she's tiny..
my room smells weird. the rest of the house doesn't.
i found a spider in it.
it seems like whenever the subject of university comes up, i always play devil's advocate. like i said to laurie, when i reread my old posts, it didn't seem like i was having sucha bad time. i guess i wasn't. i just don't know...
it's all relative. this room is great, but it's the smallest room. and so on..
anyway that's enough whining for now.
the house is empty. i feel like such a stranger here. not even as if it's a hotel room. it's like someone will walk aroudn the corner and tell me to get out.
agh.
so i finally had the room on forsyth signed. the best news all summer. her name is sheena and she's really happy about the room. aldo had totally redone the floor and the upstairs bathroom. the hosue is sreally good looking now..
i hope i made the right choice. but whatever.
so even though i had always believed (and told everyone) that i was sure i'd be back for at least another year (in ttown), it turns out that's probably not the case. we're having a MEGA GIGANTIC GARAGE SALE EXTRAVAGANZAA this saturday (and/or next saturday) where we're selling around 50% of all our belongings. seriously, it has got to be the best garage sale ever. we have so many things.. i don't want to sell most of them, but they have to go. so please come and take them so i can know what happened to them.
ah it makes me sad. i have to go back and rescue all the things andrew and chris are giving away.
i don't know if i'll miss trenton or not. i guess i will. it will never be the same, visiting there. i'd probably only drop in once or twice in the summer, then once in the next summer, then never again. and all the times would be so awkward becuase i'd have to stay over with someone, and i can't just be.
i'm going to get a lab job in either hamilton or toronto next summer. hopefully hamilton so this room doesn't go to waste.
it sucks that i eventually won't care that i dont' visit trenton anymore. i don't want to move.
my keyboard is wireless and ran out of batteries. i couldn't find 4 working ones in this house, so i stole the one that was in the basement.
i seriously don't know what's going on in this house. i guess the only reason why i feel like such a stranger here is that people have been living here all along, and i'm just coming in now. we haven't divided up the cupboards and such yet. everything is so high because everyone who lived here last year was tall. this room was carly's so the mirror barely shows my whole head. i don't know how sam feels about it, she's tiny..
my room smells weird. the rest of the house doesn't.
i found a spider in it.
it seems like whenever the subject of university comes up, i always play devil's advocate. like i said to laurie, when i reread my old posts, it didn't seem like i was having sucha bad time. i guess i wasn't. i just don't know...
it's all relative. this room is great, but it's the smallest room. and so on..
anyway that's enough whining for now.