Have you ever thought about the fact that it might be you that's pushing people away? Even you can do something wrong. You might be overlooking some things and you haven't even admitted to, or realized yet, that you've really hurt some peoples' feelings.
Yes I have realized that anonymous commenter. Who I know who this is so I don't know why you bothered with the anonymous. But I have realized that and I have tried to apologize. I push people away, I'm still trying to fix that. I don't know how or why I do it, it just happens. And like I told you before, I have kind of lost myself. I'm dwelling on this and I don't know why yet. It doesn't matter, it's not going to matter in 5 years. I'm going to be laughing about that in 5 years. I try to think about that everytime I think about this. It doesn't matter. I know I can do something wrong. "Even you can do something wrong." I don't really understand what that means. If you were trying to say that in a way that I think I am perfect and so superior that its impossible, then you are wrong. I know I can do something wrong, it's happened time and time again. I know that it's me, in fact all of you never did anything. It was all me. It was me blowing the stupid stuff out of proportion and not getting friends that I deserved. Stupid stuff would
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