It's been a long time since i've failed at something.. maybe that's why this is so disheartening. But what's even more disheartening is that i don't really care that i've failed. which makes it harder to study. but doesn't get rid of that gut-wrenching feeling of failure ( Read more... )

I am in need of a sign.

i'm lonely again. *sigh*

i love how this thing has become a repository of my complaints/whining/depressed feelings. i used to do that before, except before, these things were written knowing that other people would read them. now, i actually don't know anyone who still checks on lj, so it's a nice little place where i can rant, save, and tuck away until i need to use it ( Read more... )

i feel like this july 4th weekend, everyone has someone to be with except me.

*sigh*

me: do i want this book? i kind of really want it ( Read more... )

i'd love to blog about twilight, how robert pattinson and i are meant to be and how free food can always make my day. i'd like to blog about something nice and light for once...but alas, the gods are against me ( Read more... )

all of this feels so wrong...im so so tired....

please pray for my grandfather, he passed away early this morning.

i just realized that i'm not going to be spending christmas in the philippines for the first time in 9 years.

...i love christmas here. >_