i am pushing hard and wishing for some ( Read more... )

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my matthew is up north doing some ice racing thing and he called me not to long ago... i guess that he got third place in his devision... that like out of fifty people.. awesome baby!!! anywho everything i cool... blargh.,.. i am tired.... i am off.. i love amtthew... Alex!

i got my hair cut

i wish that i could wish upon your very soul ( Read more... )

dont have alot to say really.. just chillin here waiting to talk to my baby... i miss him already... it has honestly only been like 35 minutes maybe a little more... today we had alot of fun.. he fixed caitlins car while we were lal involved in a massive snowball fight... great fun... and then we took brittany, kelly, tori and brianna to sucide ( Read more... )

well today is our first snow day... i kind of feel like i am back in elementary school where my mom wouldn't feel good so we would all just stay home and lay around... kind of sad ( Read more... )

this is my story that i wrote for a workshop in school... tell me some info and what you think of it... Alex ( Read more... )

happy new year and a happy 9 month anniversary matthew... i am happy... trust me! i love you more... call me people... Alex!

merry christmas.. i got a cellular phone.... yay!!! i miss my matthew.. he is so angry tha ti souldnt see him today... i am very upset... well jst have to have our own chrstmas with his family on monday.. i miss them all... friday is our nine month.. wow a long ass time.. but i love him so much... so so much.. well have a merry christmas every one ( Read more... )

boredon sucks.. i think it may be to early to call nicole.. and i want to check up with matt but he is busy... i think he may be mad at me... he is in this weird mood ever since last ngiht that it seems like he just wants to be away from me... he wouldnt even look at me because i got ngry because he told me to get off of him... it was rude of him ( Read more... )