Does anyone want to go on a trip to Portland, San Francisco, or somewhere / anywhere at all with me? Or can anyone offer me a destination? I will, of course, pay my share of gas or train tickets or whatnot. I'm serious. Don't say yes and only half mean it ( Read more... )

it's strange to read emails I sent two years ago. most of them to Derek, begging him to come online or call me. and his responses were always so dignified. a letter to my lonely high school girlfriend.

anyway.

What do you say? Should we go back and explore? I plan to.


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I realized I have always been on the quest to apply myself to some method of thinking, some guideline or personal set of rules, to discover the good and live by it. I thought I was searching for a sort of impossible enlightenment, but I was actually searching for a prison. Religions and credos. I get it now. But I am not sure if I can learn to stop ( Read more... )

Two weeks without tomato products = two weeks without digestive problems!

Yippehididdlay.

NOTHING IS OF RELEVANCE! DAMN THE MAN! BURN THE PEACE! TOUCH A STARFISH! PRY IT OFF A ROCK... SMOKE A ROCK! DON'T!

SOMEONE IS WHISPERING TO YOU THROUGH THE FUZZ OF THE FONE... ARE YOU LISTENING?

Now go eat some strawberry shortcake with lots of white sugar foam (and freshly cut strawberries)!

Cancer?

Everything I say feels trite today. I don't want to say things anymore. I don't want to shower. I don't feel dirty. Even though my hair is all messed up and my clothes all holey. I just want to go up to Montana De Oro with a picnic basket and a blanket and lounge on the beach and walk around the cliffs. And look for beautiful pebbles. And I want to ( Read more... )

PETA used to freak me out a little. It has a bad rep due to some people making poor decisions, but really you just have to keep your fanaticism filters on.

I dare you to get a minute through this video, which is probably one of the most grotesque things I've ever seen. Not for the... uh... faint of heart ( Read more... )

my cat ran away
my keys ran away
my health ran away

but the first two came back,
and the third is on its way.