So the Bell's Palsy is starting to go away. I have a great of movement back on the right of my face, thank christ. I couldn't handle my eye being all dry anymore. I can smile faintly, which is better than nothing at all. Lately I've been thinking about my the computers, my amps, and my guitars in the back room and making it a ghetto little studio. ( Read more... )

Bad news: I have Bell's Palsy. It's a disorder where half of your face is temporarily paralyzed and quite frankly its been sucking. I can't smile, blink both eyes, drink or eat normally. It could be caused by a myriad ranging from cold sores to a tumor and I'm going for blood work and a cat scan to rule out any bad stuff ( Read more... )

So I fuddled around with this bugger today. Now its all morbid, sweet. Today was pretty boring after the whole work thing until around nine o'clock. Me and Hilary went driving around for a while, I drove to Sutton and back just for shits and giggles. Hilary and I talked a lot which felt pretty nice. I pretty much <3 her. It's 12:02 in the AM and I' ( Read more... )

Every time I have something quasi-good going for me it gets shot to shit. Fuck it.

It really bugs me how people are all "Holy shit it's 4/20, I'm gonna smoke so much." Get over it, it's just another day. Fucking stupid.

What the fuck did I ever do wrong?

Or at least losing my mind. I woke up at 3 something in the morning and was like "what the fuck?" and went back to sleep. Then I "woke up" and looked on my computer clock and it said 7:34am. Then I sneezed dand it was 9:01. So I decided to go fuck all with school and go back to sleep. Now here comes the fucked up part, my alarm clock wakes me up at ( Read more... )

It's going to be the dorkiest thing ever but its okay. There's this group of vampires that are the protagonists. One of their people is taken and they follow a series of leads which in turn introduces many a conflict. It all ends when they find the one that's been kidnapped it's too late because she's already dead. They find her killer not long ( Read more... )

I can't figure out whether you're acting now...or whether you were acting when I was most naive.

I'm melting down.