some help would have been nice

[queencordette]

The waiting thing? I still don't like it, I couldn't even watch and see what was going on in the lives of my friends to pass the time. I just kept getting this feeling the powers sent me it told me they were waiting for the right time. I figured the right time was ASAP and everything since you know everything's gone to hell. Connor was being

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[impossible_son]

I wonder if that bastard has gotten his message yet. Wonder if he'll even take notice, or even care. Sometimes I wonder what goes on inside the mind of something soulless and evil like that. Never did ask my father about that. Not like he'd ever want to tell me about how he really is, inside, when he is Angelus. Probably be afraid that it would make me hate him more. Not like I do anymore, anyway

[queencordette]

Alright let's not count devine intervention as being smacked into by a preternaturally strong son of two vampires kay? Are the powers that be even listening to me? Cause once upon a time I was in their good graces

[impossible_son]

She went and explained herself to me like I didn't know her. Sure as hell did just...she was dead. Gone. Jasmine had put her in a coma then I heard she died in the Wolfram and Hart hospital ward. Guess she figured I lost my memory...again, or something.

But, really have to say that shocked is an understatement of how I felt. I just looked at her, studied her. Wished to hell it wasn't her. I felt like Iw as being tested all the damn time now, and this just made it all the more worse.

"Cordy? But you're...you can't be..." I took a deep breath and ran my hands over my face, cringing when I felt the sting of the cut. Forgot about that. I wiped away the blood with the back of my hand and shook my head.

My brow was furrowed deeply and I sighed. "What are you doing here? And not..." I looked up to finish my sentence. First Wes and Faith. Now Cordy. Really, if they could just send Dawn it would make life so much easier, not to mention so much better.

[queencordette]

I saw the recognition in his eyes and I actually felt a tad bit disappointed, because I know the kind of person Connor thinks I am. I know how he remembers me and mostly? That wasn't me. I was hoping for a fresh start.

"It's really simple. We saw you guys are kind of in need of some serious therapy; so we asked the powers if we could help, they said one of you and I totally can out bitch Buffy anyday so here I am."

I noticed he was hurt and felt that motherly type instinct kick in but kept myself in check because this had to be really confusing for him. What with dead people showing up all the sudden; I'd be a little freaked too if I wasn't previously all-knowing or whatever.

He looked at little disbelieving; "Listen Connor; the Cordelia you knew wasn't me; I was in there but I wasn't at the wheel if you know what I mean. I'm not evil and I'm really sorry about everything I put you through. I just want to help; I hate watching; being a higher being is so boring!"