Billy Joel- Longest time
The eagles- take it to the limit
Billie Holiday- The very thought of you
The cars- Just what I needed
The distillers- Beat your heart out
Kings of leon- Cold desert
Lady gaga- Future love
Lifehouse-Broken
Lily Allen- The fear
Modest Mouse- Bury me with it
Modest Mouse- We were dead before the ship sailed
O.A.R- This town
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Kicking the memories of your hands on my body and your breath down my neck ( Read more... )

I absolutely love getting to know new people and getting to know more of the people that i already do know. People fascinate me. I want to know why a person does the things they do and why they say the things they say ( Read more... )

Why is it that the people who helped me forget about the pain and all of the scary things in life were the people to walk away the quickest? I think I might have something wrong with me. I am kind to them. We laugh together. Secrets were shared and trust was gained. Then why was I left standing alone to wonder what I did to make them disappear? Is ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be falling apart slowly, steadily and I wish it would just happen quickly, just get it over and done with. I feel trapped here. I feel myself standing still and the world rushing past me at the speed of light. Im running out of words to say, Im running out of faith to pray. These past few days feel like heavy weights on my ( Read more... )

The only time I ever felt confident enough to say how I really felt was when I drank.
With him every moment is a sober one, and I have that confidence without having to drink.
When I close my eyes I see his smile, I hear his voice, I feel his lips, I see his big blue eyes looking in mine ( Read more... )

I do not know if there is a God but I like to believe that there is one. I do not pray as much as someone is expected to but I do once in a while and not just for me but for others too. Three weeks ago I honestly felt like that all the praying I have done over the years was finally heard. A few weeks after dealing with possibly the worst moment of ( Read more... )

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

Past few days have been mind boggeling. But good laughs in between it all. He has not been around for three days, it feels good but wrong?

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing ( Read more... )

I manage to always push the people who mean most to me away. Its a curse I was born with. It started with my own Father. Now with the man that has done more for me then anybody else ever has. The man that woke me up by holding me in his arms and giving me kisses on my head. The man that made me a woman. He showed me life with out drugs and alcohol ( Read more... )