"what was that? why did it say i love i love you i love you ( Read more... )

"i love you"
"i love you"
"i need you"
"you have me"
"i dont want to live without you"
"you never will"
<3

I'm not going to lie, if I did not have a job or my boyfriend Id be a nobody. I would have no friends. Id be more of a loser then I already am. I made life so lonely for myself. Lost all my friends. I lost all my friends because I either cared too much or didn't care enough. When I read Lisa's entries about friends I become so jealous and so sad. ( Read more... )

to aly fishbone- yesterday when I was with you and cody I really felt like you found who you are and what you want to be. You seemed different but so much better different. I want to see you like that all the time :-D And for cody, he is actually a really cool guy, Hes got an awesome personality and sense of humor.

To sarah chronbone- I dont know ( Read more... )

this has been the quitest summer i have ever had.
at least im in love?

but now since i hink about it, i fucked up a lot ( Read more... )

i really miss you.
wish we could be friends again.
honestly and truely.

ive learned to let go and just accept ( Read more... )

Im dying slowly.
The time when it's going to happen is unsure, buts it's coming a lot faster then it was before.
i feel...numb

I understand that when me and matt started going out we both ignored both of our friends for a while and that it was fucked up. But maybe, sometimes when a person meets another and feels like they found true love, that person just feels like they dont need anybody else around for a while ( Read more... )