Apr 10, 2007 22:24
I keep forgetting I'm not allowed to look for any relief from this. Instead I'm a junkie and I'm a weak person for having to be medicated to not lose control. I'm suffocating on every front but maybe that's for the best. I'm not necessary to anyone.
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Sometimes the medication is good to take the edge off of things until you are ready to face them. With your physical health deteriorating, the meds are a good call. You're stronger than other people. You don't have to become dependant on them and can use them for what they are designed for and move on. You don't need them to define your personality.
As for being a junkie... That is some seriously twisted, judgemental BS. If someone has never been there before, where do they get off insulting you for doing what it takes to be healthy? If someone has been there before, why do they get to condemn you for what they themselves have done?
You are allowed to take care of yourself too. I highly recommend it.
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... from seriously twisted, judgemental girl.
I just hope you realise why I said what I did... I just worry. I still love you.
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Talk to me, hun. What's wrong?
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