anyways, i'm feeling fucking weird, like things are ok but are horribly wrong. im worried about a lot of things, my band, my girlfriend, and the little friends i have left, if i have any. I dont get it anymore, i mean, i dont think im a dick, but maybe i am, if so i would gladly change.i might be taking things to far, but it doesnt feel like it. ( Read more... )

so yup the musical is over, it went well though. i have my new cab, it's fucking sweet, loud as hell and i have a bunch of fabric to cover the grill. so ya, nothing else is new. im bored so im just writing things. we have some shows coming up but we havent practiced yet, dunno of we will its sort of up to chris when he brings his drums home or ( Read more... )

so we had our opening night for the joshua tree and it went fucking amazing. we didnt sell many tickets for tonight but the rest look great. i hope you all come out to see it, its a fucking awesome play. anyways. i played soo well tonight and so did the rest of the guys, we all play soo well together, we were ment to be in a band together, no other ( Read more... )

well i wish i was with carina, fuck im bored and i miss her lots tonight. kyle went to the band slam thing, his uncle took him i guess with sean. anyways, i spent the night with mitch and some friends. im going to head off to bed soon, carina will call and i'll talk to her until like 1 probly, or what ever. anyways, i have to be at school again at ( Read more... )

anyways, so im home, and im fucking bored. no one posted on my swearing thing from yesterday, so what ever. i have no fucking clue what im doing tonight, i have a car and nothing to do, so this sucks. carina has to work and all that shit, so. anyways, im going to go find something to do, peace, oh by the way, bann photo drawing machine thingy's ( Read more... )

so anyways, ive been 19 for a few days, and well i havent bought liquor yet, which sucks because i really want too, just for fun. anyways, i went to anti-flag and it fuckin rocked. i had such a great time, it was one of the coolest shows ive been too. my parents left for cancun mexico tonight, so they are headin for the warmth the bastards left me ( Read more... )

so anyways, im not offically 19. anyways im going to to a running commentary so far on how my day has been. here we go ( Read more... )

so ya, things worked out, and im going to see anti-flag, i guess it should be fun, i know it will be but im going with people i dont know so i'll be a little uncomfortable, but i'll get over it hopefully. ive been in a terrible mood all day mostly, and i hate it. anyways, im going to go and leave you with this line: "this is the end". i like it a ( Read more... )

anyways, i just spoke with my music teacher, and he raises a valid point. I am going to see anti-flag with carina on thursday right, well im supposed to be going to napenee sometime that day to leave early for the show, anyways, i wont get home until like 3am or something late, i was going to sleep in at carina and come home friday night but i cant ( Read more... )

so ya, i last night i bought the 'rush in rio' DVD and it is amazing. It should be an instructional video teaching you how to rock your asses off. but anyways. me and carina hung out last night, god i love that girl soo much, and we went shoping at the mall. i bought her a new cd she wanted, she bought me a new belt, i also bought my self a new ' ( Read more... )