'sup then

[no_ones_slave]

[[OOC - I'm bad at this RP thing. Manifestly. If I dropped one of our threads, I'm sorry. If you dropped my thread, well, I hate you. Just kidding. But the truth is I'm very slow and intense about things so when I can't be involved in something I love--this is something I love, btw--I get way too wrapped up in it and stressed out and starting

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[rn_chapel]

Yes, you can absolutely get a check-up. I was just about to send you a message about that myself.

You can call me Chrissy if you want to. I'm sort of trying to go by "Tina" these days, so that's an option also.

[no_ones_slave]

Omigawd I'm really sorry I didn't delete that part about eating you out. Sometimes I just don't think; I'm really sorry; I was just thinking about how pretty your pussy probably is. Tina is really really beautiful and sexy, I'll totally call you that, bunbun. About the check-up I've been feeling a lot better, but I don't know. Maybe I just got more control of it.

[rn_chapel]

Don't worry about it, really. I wouldn't want you to be anyone other than yourself.

I'm free in sickbay whenever you're able to come by.

[fencinginspace]

Gaila,

Shit, I'm sorry about that plant. Things kind of...exploded around here. Harold's all yours now if you want him. It's a long story.

Miss you. I'll look into the plant, really this time.

Hikaru.

[no_ones_slave]

WHAT? What happened with you and Harold? Your love was so bi-amorous and strange! Please, if it doesn't hurt to, explain?

[fencinginspace]

It doesn't hurt. Well, it hurts, but not to explain. That might make it feel better, actually. Writing it all out like this.

Harold...dumped me, for lack of a better term. Said he had to figure out himself on his own terms.

I don't blame him. I've been kind of an asshole, Gaila. Selfish and stupid. I held him back.

He's a Yeoman now, you know. And that's because I stayed away. He could do great things, I think. As long as I keep my distance.

Sigh. I don't know what to think, really. I miss him. But Pavel's so important to me. More important than anyone. And I'm focusing on him now, because I am so stupid in love with him that I can't believe I missed it for so long. Even when I thought I loved him before I didn't know the extent of it.

Pavel's all I need. And that's not any kind of bullshit. Harold is my past and Pavel is my future.

...no one else can read this, right, Gaila? I don't know what it is about you that makes me pour my heart out.

[no_ones_slave]

Wow. Okay. Did you send it on a private channel? Because then you're good.

I'm glad you feel like Pavel fulfills you. It's really important to be able to focus on people we love and try to give them what they need. But I don't really understand what you're saying.

It's sounds to me like Harold ran away because he couldn't deal with what your split focus was doing to you, and that you let him because you didn't know how to handle it.

Maybe it's because I don't really understand monogamy. I think all beings are capable of loving many others and that sex is just a way of expressing that. It can be complicated because love is a complicated thing, but I feel like it should be, and we should work to express and understand our emotions instead of locking them up.

I'm not judging you and I don't mean to say you've made the wrong choices. I just . . . I just don't understand why people do the things they do, and I'm trying to, and you always try to help me do that.

[ephram_green]

[OOC - Hello! Am a newbie on the playground here, but I've been watching the kink meme and the RP for a while. I have to comment to tell you that your Gaila is SUPER CUTE. Ephram would love to meet her IC.]

[no_ones_slave]

[[ooc - hi! er...I dunno who you're supposed to be. In canon, I mean. But thanks!]]

[ephram_green]

[OOC - Original character, actually. I...aim to confuse? XD Ephram is going to be gathering information for Starfleet Intelligence about all the strange new peoples showing up on the ship. Pretty much an antagonist.]

[sehlatbear]

Muffinface is not a logical form of address.

I apologize for the interruption to our conversation. Shall we continue or begin a-new?

Spock.

[no_ones_slave]

Sure it is. The way your bangs hang they're sort of like the part of a muffin that goes over the cup.

Begin anew! Like remind me why I should forgive Man Jim, that douche. (You'll be interested in this, I think. It's really hard in Standard to come up with terms I find insulting. Like being a dickhead would really be kind of neat, don't you think? Like you could put your whole head in someone's vagina and just lick all up in there! But douches are this twentieth century Earth thing [and Second Age Andorian fad] that can actually be unhygienic. So I think it's a viable insult.)

GAILA!

[headnursechapel]

Gaila,

It's lovely to hear from you. I would love to meet with you at some point, whenever you're free.

Christine

[[OOC: And it's totally understandable. We'd love to have you here for whatever you're able to give us.]]

[no_ones_slave]

Meet? Where? I'll try really hard not to kiss you this time I promise and I'm sorry.

[headnursechapel]

In my quarters? I should be around late this afternoon.