Comments | no_pixie_shoes: 2/19: Tim is broody (this actually hasn't happened nearly enough to be IC)

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2/19: Tim is broody (this actually hasn't happened nearly enough to be IC)

Feb 22, 2006 00:02

After taking Kadaj out for waffles which will happen, if we have to handwave the whole thing, Tim goes back home and thinks about tidying the place up a bit. He doesn't really want to make the bed, not yet, cause apparently he is a thirteen year old girl, but some things need cleaning and now is as good a time as any ( Read more... )

v-day, brooding, lee, morning after

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flewtoohigh February 22 2006, 08:32:12 UTC

Her conversation with Anita put her through the ringer zomg, I have no idea what actually happens here, but I'm assuming it'll be harsh and, newly found wings or not, Lee hurt. Between being hit with the worst overdose of Lust in the history of Creation, fighting with two of the beings who meant most to her, and embracing the Chaos within, she needed ( ... )

no_pixie_shoes February 22 2006, 08:38:12 UTC

He hears the tap on his window and he's unsure who it could be. He's... surprised to see Lee there, because tentativeness isn't her style. He looks at her through the glass, a stricked look on his face before moving to the window.

"Hey," he says, opening it and standing aside, "You want to come in?"

What do you say to the person you least want to hurt after you do just that? What could he say?

flewtoohigh February 22 2006, 08:44:47 UTC

The look on his face told her everything she needed to know. He needed her. Needed to know she forgave him. And that? Was more important than anything else she might feel.

"Yeah." She ducked in and settled just within arm's reach, respecting his space without being distant. "I felt you. So I came."

no_pixie_shoes February 22 2006, 08:54:59 UTC

He needed, and she came. God, why did that hurt? Why was almost physically painful for him to know that after everything he'd done and said to her... she came because he needed her. And Bruce... Bruce would never care about what he needed, that was how life worked.

"Don't," he tells her, sitting down on his bed, "Don't just forgive me. Make me apologize, make me earn it. Don't ever let me treat you like you aren't important, aren't good enough. Please. I... I don't ever want to make you feel like that okay?" he watches her, eyes pleading, before looking away.

"Those things I said to you," he says, "I didn't mean them. I couldn't. You... this," and he points between them, indicating both of them, "this means a lot to me. I couldn't really explain it. Just... I need you,"

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no_pixie_shoes March 5 2006, 10:18:05 UTC

"The Serpent?" he asks, "Like from the Bible?" It's... completely ridiculous, completely... God it's probably true. Lee wouldn't lie, not about this, not to him. But... he didn't believe and he didn't really want to believe in all of that.

Her question is like a punch to the gut, and he remembers all of it all over again. Hurting Lee and fucking Kadaj, fighting the zombies... Bruce. God Bruce and he... he blinks quickly before pressing his face into his pillow.

"I fought some zombies, tore them... tore them apart, armed with only a knife. Kadaj and I we... we had sex, first time... ever for me and I wasn't... he didn't mind but I would have been less rough usually. And I kissed some one, thought they were making out with Kadaj and I hit them, then I ended up kissing them," he glosses over that part, because, god he was an idiot in fromt of him.

flewtoohigh March 5 2006, 11:08:47 UTC

"The very same. First Enemy." Rolling to face Tim, she gave him a wry, sad smile. "He's charming and kind, and has been very good to me. I don't expect you'd understand. It messes me up when I think too much about it, but we have an agreement of a sort and we balance each other."

When he pressed his face into the pillow, she reached a hand out, tentative at first, to stroke his hair. "Lust, Pride, Jealous, Wrath. Hell of a cocktail. None of it was your fault. As soon as I realized it, he and I fought. I kicked his ass." Of course he hadn't fought back when she'd hit him, but still. "Love to hear more about you and Kadaj," she said gently. "Maybe let's get through the weird theology first and end on an upnote?"

no_pixie_shoes March 5 2006, 19:23:15 UTC

"Lee... I don't believe in God, and I don't want to. I find comfort in the fact that when it's over... it's over. And I'm happy thinking that things just happen. That it sucks but hey, the universe is random. I don't want there to be some grand Plan, some huge metaphysical Reason for why... why people die and why they live. I like to think I'm Robin, because I *made* myself Robin, not because I was fated to," he explains ( ... )

flewtoohigh March 6 2006, 08:30:35 UTC

Lee sighed. "Tim. Little bird. It's not like that. There's free will, and you did make yourself Robin. The best Robin," she said softly, voice filled with the love she felt for him. "The Plan...I don't even understand it. But the important thing to know is that Crowley is...a meta. A very dangerous meta. He's not dangerous to me. But for you?"

Touching his cheek, she winced. "I told him if he ever touched you again, he'd have to kill me to get me off him. I'll talk to him again. Make sure he understands I mean it."

Hm. He'd been rough and out of control? Tim? Definitely the Lust. He could be dominant. But it would be calculated. Never wild. Very very logcal and efficient. Now he worried... "You're worried about whose on top?"

She couldn't help but think of her and Loz and her and Doyle and the way that flipped around between them depending on the day. "Sex has moods just like people. It's never the same twice. And, yes, some times are better than others. But that's normal. Even for capes."

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