ToD: Week 23 Truth

Dec 18, 2008 14:41

Truth: Share an unpopular opinion.

Yes, I'm completely sure I'm going to suck as a parent.  Sorry, it's just one of those fears.  You can give me a stern look, pull my hair with a thought or swat me on the ass without touching me.  You can hug me, pat my back and tell me I'm going to be just fine but that's my opinion.  I'm not being a downer just because I'm freaked or because my dad just died.  It's just how I feel, I've always felt that way even when I decided to keep my baby.  I am keeping her because I believe it's the right thing to do, I don't believe in abortion or adoption but I'm still scared to death that I'm going to suck as a parent.   I’m waiting to see if those fears calm over the remaining seventeen weeks but they haven’t over the last twenty three, if anything they’ve just gotten worse.  So get annoyed, scoff at me or even agree.  I know how I feel.

wc: 168

verse: canon, truth or dare

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