so the ncsy convention was, what, 2 weeks ago ( Read more... )

not that i'm the best of us. haha. here we go ( Read more... )

i hate the feeling that stuff is just like it was a year ago. then i look at certain events and see how things have changed...moslty i'm just stuck being a loser.
oh well.
i'll figure it out. i hope.
making lj entries always makes me depressed.

ROCK AND ROLL HIGH SCHOOL

ill be by myself (with buzz lightyear, if he ever comes home) this weekend, house all to myself and not much in the way of plans. anyone wanna help me take advantage of that?

hit me up: 331-7342

im looking at pictures from cty in the summer of 2005. i took pictures like crazy, of absolutely everything. its like i knew those three weeks would have been the greatest three time of my life and i would want to remember every detail. i can't stop crying, i miss it so much. i miss the people, the place, the way cty went, and so much more. god i ( Read more... )

its 3:37 am. i just finished my ap essay, time to do laundry and pack everything i'll need for the next week ( Read more... )

i always know what i want to write here as i walk down to the computer, then loose it & recreate it on the spot.

im not changing
IM NOT SEIZING THE DAYi was supposed to be different after the summer ( Read more... )

everythings mad BLANK now, likei dont even know. wierd. i dont know how i feel about anything...except for theres a lot of stuff i miss. but even that....i dont even know. i havnt been around people in a while, but i dont feel like i need too....i just need this shomria seminar this weekend and i need some plans for seeing people. ahh its so hard ( Read more... )

it really ruins me when people i think are awesome dont like me, or even make me think they dont like me...hah! i fail! at life! whatevs :P ( Read more... )

ive finally figured out what i want to do in life:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4&eurl=

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