i worked my last day for the photography dept. yesterday. i woke up this morning at six, wide awake. for the last three weeks, i've had the hardest time waking up before 7:30. today is my last day of classes as an undergrad. this is almost unbelievable, but more unbelievable is my interview tomorrow. this whole month seems like a waking dream. ( Read more... )

i graduate on tuesday with my bfa. it's rather exciting/frightening. i usually have a plan for the end of anything, but this time, it's a plan that hinges on so many other things. but, as matt says, things are looking up. i got a call on thursday and i have an interview here at the school for a position in admissions as the portfolio review manager ( Read more... )

yay! i got an email from notre dame yesterday. they've asked me to come speak with the professors and the graduate students at the end of the month. the weird/great part is, they are offering to pay for part of my expenses! apparently, this isn't really done in grad programs focusing on art, according to my profs here at scad. i have to say, ( Read more... )

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i was doing really well about the matt thing, then whamo! i had a good day and to treat myself was going to dinner, but invited him. what was i thinking? i'm still thinking i should just talk to him about what's going on, i just can't bring myself to do it. there's something wrong with me. seriously ( Read more... )

i'm so foolish.

so the grad apps are out now. the waiting game begins. turns out i narrowed it down to three: oregon, notre dame, and columbia college in chicago. don't really want to go to chicago again, but it's a good school and it's not terrible for a fall back. i think i'm about to crash, given the extra crazy week here and the fact that i haven't really ( Read more... )

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going to pick up my work from the frame shop today, on the way i'll drop off my car at the car hospitale, and hope against hope that it isn't going to break the bank. my nerves have been a little shot these last few days, so i'm preemtively apologizing to the people i spend most of my time around. i want to be so excited about this show, but ( Read more... )