Over the years I have not been present for many things. I missed the death of one of my best friends... a few if my closest mentors.  And let alot of good people out of my life. I miss them all.

Guess I should stop getting lost.

There is way too much that i have misplaced in memory...

Becuase the number of years since is not offsetting the meaning therein. I don't get it and I may never have that luxury.

once tonight i saw a star light the sky ( Read more... )

in doling out economic stimulus the modus oporandi of loans is to get back more than u give. is it not? thats not a rational way of saving anything. owing more than is received is a shall we say really bad idea when there is enough instability to make bailout necesary...

what do you do when food tastes like ashes in your mouth and your body hungers ( Read more... )

stars will fall. the earth will shake, and holy waters will run red as with blood. people are dying. im pissed. not sure why.

let me think. Im irritated with my self for not being able to fix the worlds problems. I encourage free will, but shun stupidity. (dont ask) Im free from karma until I try to stretch alter and skew everything around me.. (livejournal sp check though screw was a better fit there, and that would amuse me more in itself if i was in a better mood.) i ( Read more... )

its time to get my ass in gear or perhaps at least to look like it. Dragon and angelic energy and all that. yeah my lifes been interesting. I got Bitch-slapped by a primary god. Wow and i still feel it. He's got quite the arm there ( Read more... )

the whole energetic world turned upside down. blah blah.