On second thought, I really don't think that the drugs are doing anything. Oh well ( Read more... )

Definitely seems like the pills that are supposed to make me sleepy work. I wasn't sleepy at all twenty minutes ago when I took the pill and I feel pretty drowsy now.

I've been getting stabbing pains in my head occasionally since I got home today... hmm...

Well, I finally went and got those drugs that Dr. Chan prescribed me last week. Two bottles, one that is supposed to make me sleepy, and one that is supposed to make me awake. We'll see about that. I just took the "sleepy" pill a little bit ago, but I was planning on going to bed soon anyway. I don't really feel sleepy yet in any case ( Read more... )

I had talked to Frank about ganging up on Scott and getting him to role play with us, and determined that he had today off so he could play Saturday night, today, and Tuesday (also off). I questioned Scott and it turned out that he was happy to play all three days if possible. So, I told Frank to come over yesterday when he got off work. His car ( Read more... )

I played DDR seriously for the first time in a while. I really need to get back into that big time or I'm going to get fat here at home. It's much harder to do the "don't eat" diet when mom keeps making food for me to eat when I'm not really hungry. Also, the fact that we have snack food means that I snack... not a good thing ( Read more... )

I have this awesome searing pain in my neck. It's so great, it's making my left arm go numb. I somehow managed to pinch a nerve I think. It started today around 4... I can't really remember what did it, just suddenly, pain. I tried to take a nap when I got home hoping that it would go away if I fell asleep and all the muscles relaxed, but no luck. ( Read more... )

I've been feeling really depressed today. I went to the doctor (according to their records, for the first time since 1995) for a checkup today. It seems that my blood pressure is slightly high... as in, it's almost as high as Dad's. I don't know why, but I agreed to get prescribed not just one new anti-depressant, but two. Two. One for in the ( Read more... )

Grandma (Wildy) seemed to get the impression that I am sad. Reflected this in my MADRS assessment this week.

MADRS: 3, 3, 2, 4, 2, 2, 2, 2, 4, 2 = 26

All the grandparents are over. I don't care at all. I can't talk to them... they want to know about my life and I can't tell them anything because I don't have one. I can't talk to them about things that they are interested in because they think that plants and birds are interesting subject matter. So, just like almost everyone else ever I end up ( Read more... )

I went to Jack's graduation celebration lunch thing at the Galleria today. Mostly the people there were his family. Kathy showed up, but Blake couldn't (or didn't, I'm not sure) come. I'd met Erika once before. Anyway... the meal was good (and free) and I had an OK time chatting with Jack and his friends. Apparently, one of his sisters is cute. She ( Read more... )