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[nobody_knew]

well, another day...and it sucked. Alots happened....The kind of things that make me breakdown unwillingly..Yeah, i was in school...and i couldn't handle it anymore...i broke down, once. I went to the commons during lunch, where no ones allowed, so no one would see, and i just couldn't handle it anymore. My moms sick...she has disc degenerative

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[slowly_i_die]

well i know how you feel in a lot of that. lots of people around me have had cancer and shit and also just lately this week people have been dying and it makes me really depressed and just fucked up. my friends mom died on sunday of cancer. a youth leader dudes granpa died on sunday and then another friends great grandma died on monday. ive said in past posts a lot of how my suicide expiriences so i know where hes coming from and im sorry just to hear any of this because i know from first hand expirience. just get through it the best you can and hopefully it will get better as ive gotten a bit better. life can suck but it can rock too.

one thing about your icon, is it having to do with rob z or is it just a random thing?

[nobody_knew]

hmm...yeah, one of my best friends tried to kill himself...again.....they sent him away..and my other best friend is wanting to...i've already been through it..she's younger than me, i hate seeing her going through it...i'm sorry about all the losses your going through..that really sucks. I can understand where my brother is coming from to, its just....people did care about him...he didn't even bother to say good bye to me, or anyone..well, my mom....anyway, yeah, the icon, its a rob zombie song. you were right on. by the way, i'm glad your doing better, even if it is just a bit.

[slowly_i_die]

well technically its a lot better but in my world its not a lot because i have too many things to think about and its just over whelming with other depressing things but i do have to say im not standin in the middle of a room with a knife in my hand anymore. i just have thouhgts and some real bad ideas but so far its worked out and i hope things work out with you.

[nobody_knew]

thanks, me to. i'm glad your doing that much better.

[lies_untold]

Wow. My gosh, I'm so sorry.
I wish there were something I could do to help. If there ever is, just let me know. I'm always more than willing.

[nobody_knew]

thank you, same goes for you.