All men created equal has never borne itself out ( Read more... )

i realize one of the reasons i haven't been writing in here much is that my semester has been pretty consistently shitty, emotionally if not in any concrete way. there is probably a much better/happier way to examine the events, but i think the feeling shittiness is a fair measure and there's been a plethora of it. great. so what now ( Read more... )

when you burp or fart or eat messily and somebody goes "that was attractive" in this 'i'm sassy' way. why should i exert constant effort to try to make people think i'm attractive? why should i ever TRY to be attractive? you can think i'm attractive or not; it's not my job to be your image of what hot looks like.

ma posted 9/29/04 8:13 PM
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I can't believe all these requests for baraka. He's not hot looks-wise -- he's short and has an average face at best. And his personality is annoying as hell (can you say narcassistic).

vagueness: there is beautiful and there is sad. i don't know really what is going on. i guess i have a lot to say. i guess i have a lot to do. i guess there's more important things. i wonder what will happen.

radical whatever

let’s get ridiculous. sex noises
shouting like kindergarten
classes, rodeos, stadiums, global
protest spanning longitudes
more than riots critical
masses sky

ruining like explosions
of dialogue. because ultimately
we’re all talking. you’re
talking revolution, but
mostly you’re talking. have
you accepted that?
embraced it? have you

hugged ( Read more... )

i have this special kind of depression that is apparently shy. it hides whenever people are around. and -- although this is probably not true -- i feel so behind in my work that i don't know what i will do. it's a shitty time and i feel discouraged. could continue, but it'd get repetitive pretty quick.

Dan ( Read more... )

by the way.

my Safer Sex Night was amazing, i'm breathlessly in love with SIC, and -- there's no room for discussion about this -- we need more underwear parties. that's it.

i'm more emotional than i have ever been. where do i begin ( Read more... )