for anyone who knows i live in Salem ( Read more... )

Dave and i went out on Tuesday and Friday. it was rather nice ( Read more... )

so graduation was nice. it was actually more fun and less boring than i expected. of course, Zach (Spicer) and i made fun of all the speakers who used "over" instead of "more than" in their speeches. LOL ( Read more... )

well all that crazy emotion stuff in my last few journals...i'm over it. he and i haven't talked in a week. mainly because i've been busy, but also because i felt i needed to put more distance between us. not like before, but more than we had at the moment. i kept feeling i needed him. it was like a crazy addiction. one i wanted to stop ( Read more... )

i'm afraid of what might happen ( Read more... )

today has been a crazy, crazy whirlwind for me ( Read more... )

here it is mid-April, and things finally seem to be goin smoothly for me ( Read more... )

on Thursday, i witnessed a moment of history. my family and i went to Indianapolis for the Pacers game. however, we really went for the main event - halftime. at halftime, they retired Reggie Miller's jersey. it was all so very exciting. Bill Walton was there. Larry Byrd was there. the very unliked governor Mitch Daniels was there. several ( Read more... )

well, i finally got my NO, even though he never really said no...he knew that i already knew. he told me it came down to me and the person who got it, so i was that close, but close doesn't cut it. though i'm disappointed that i didn't get it, i'm less bitter about the decision. however, i did have a very interesting conversation with the ( Read more... )

it was a NO. actually, i haven't been told, but i heard who got the position, and frankly, it pisses me off.

maybe it's just jealousy, but it sucks being there for four years and applying like hell for better positions and never getting them.

oh well, i am leaving there soon, hopefully.