{ gnd - sexuality meme }
warning: potentially triggering.
The Easy Part
What is your ...
1. Name: Haruno Sakura.
2. Age: 17.
3. Sex: Female.
4. Gender Identity: ... female.
5. Sexual Orientation: Straight.
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it?
Yes. I'm not going to tell you who it was to! ... it wasn't what I expected. If I could go back, I don't think I'd have done it the same way.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity?
I have sex every couple of weeks, because of the curse. I, um. I guess I wouldn't mind having more of it, but I'm not dating anyone, I can't just... ask someone for that! It's fine this way.
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what?
What the hell is this question?! I'm not --
... okay, I do. Um. Maybe once or twice a week? I don't always think of anyone, but sometimes I think about Sasuke-kun. Sometimes Naruto.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof?
Does it count if it only happened once with some of them? ... three, I guess. I'm not looking to sleep around with a bunch of other people. Maybe some people can do that, but I can't. If... if it's not going to be someone I love, it has to be with someone important to me.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how?
Who doesn't know how? I haven't always, in the past, but that was because of those stupid chocolates. I couldn't think straight. I do now.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex?
Of course I've never had one. And I've never been pregnant either! I'm not all that anxious about it because I'm not stupid, I don't plan on having unprotected sex again.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance?
I... I don't know? No one's ever complained...
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner?
Someone strong. Someone who could fight me, I mean -- I like that. Toned chest and arms don't hurt. And someone who has nice eyes.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why?
I think... a person who's dedicated, and strong willed, and doesn't like taking no for an answer even if they sometimes should. Someone who challenges me. I know I need to be better, and... if someone could show me how, I want that.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all?
What do you mean, how does it relate to my personality? It has nothing to do with that!
... um. I like being on top though. I don't mind being underneath someone but getting to call the shots is. Well, I like it.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex?
Of course it is. All of that is important! There's nothing satisfying to me about being the only person who feels good, and... I mean, without any kind of attachment... sex isn't that great. Not in my experience.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them?
I -- how the hell am I supposed to know! I haven't really done it enough to know!
18. What turns you off? Why?
Feeling humiliated. Feeling like I don't matter to the other person... which is pretty humiliating itself.
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you.
What? Do you really expect me to answer that?!
Ugh.
... they got more realistic after I actually had sex. Sasuke-kun goes down on me, or I go down on him... or Naruto. Sometimes I imagine what it would be like in the baths, which is a little disgusting now that I think about it.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally?
Uhm. Thisissoembarrassing. Tsunade-shishou had these anatomy books, and one time I started thinking about how boys I knew would look naked, and -- ugh, I'm not going to say any more! You get the idea.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again?
No, I haven't.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you?
...
I'm not a victim. It was my fault in the first place. It doesn't matter, it's not going to happen again.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why?
I've thought about what it would be like with another girl. Once or twice. Like Ino. But if you ever tell her I'll strangle you!
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from?
Prostitution is wrong. Why do you think I hate this place so much? I know kunoichi were expected to do it in the past, but I still loath the idea of it.
Other than that... I can't really understand people who treat it so casually, I think it should be important, but as long as no one's getting hurt, I guess.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why?
I wish I had more of a choice. I wish it weren't about some stupid drugged chocolates messing with my hormones or a tattoo that's killing me. That isn't right. That's not what it's supposed to be about.
The Easy Part
What is your ...
1. Name: Haruno Sakura.
2. Age: 17.
3. Sex: Female.
4. Gender Identity: ... female.
5. Sexual Orientation: Straight.
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it?
Yes. I'm not going to tell you who it was to! ... it wasn't what I expected. If I could go back, I don't think I'd have done it the same way.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity?
I have sex every couple of weeks, because of the curse. I, um. I guess I wouldn't mind having more of it, but I'm not dating anyone, I can't just... ask someone for that! It's fine this way.
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what?
What the hell is this question?! I'm not --
... okay, I do. Um. Maybe once or twice a week? I don't always think of anyone, but sometimes I think about Sasuke-kun. Sometimes Naruto.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof?
Does it count if it only happened once with some of them? ... three, I guess. I'm not looking to sleep around with a bunch of other people. Maybe some people can do that, but I can't. If... if it's not going to be someone I love, it has to be with someone important to me.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how?
Who doesn't know how? I haven't always, in the past, but that was because of those stupid chocolates. I couldn't think straight. I do now.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex?
Of course I've never had one. And I've never been pregnant either! I'm not all that anxious about it because I'm not stupid, I don't plan on having unprotected sex again.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance?
I... I don't know? No one's ever complained...
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner?
Someone strong. Someone who could fight me, I mean -- I like that. Toned chest and arms don't hurt. And someone who has nice eyes.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why?
I think... a person who's dedicated, and strong willed, and doesn't like taking no for an answer even if they sometimes should. Someone who challenges me. I know I need to be better, and... if someone could show me how, I want that.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all?
What do you mean, how does it relate to my personality? It has nothing to do with that!
... um. I like being on top though. I don't mind being underneath someone but getting to call the shots is. Well, I like it.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex?
Of course it is. All of that is important! There's nothing satisfying to me about being the only person who feels good, and... I mean, without any kind of attachment... sex isn't that great. Not in my experience.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them?
I -- how the hell am I supposed to know! I haven't really done it enough to know!
18. What turns you off? Why?
Feeling humiliated. Feeling like I don't matter to the other person... which is pretty humiliating itself.
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you.
What? Do you really expect me to answer that?!
Ugh.
... they got more realistic after I actually had sex. Sasuke-kun goes down on me, or I go down on him... or Naruto. Sometimes I imagine what it would be like in the baths, which is a little disgusting now that I think about it.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally?
Uhm. Thisissoembarrassing. Tsunade-shishou had these anatomy books, and one time I started thinking about how boys I knew would look naked, and -- ugh, I'm not going to say any more! You get the idea.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again?
No, I haven't.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you?
...
I'm not a victim. It was my fault in the first place. It doesn't matter, it's not going to happen again.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why?
I've thought about what it would be like with another girl. Once or twice. Like Ino. But if you ever tell her I'll strangle you!
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from?
Prostitution is wrong. Why do you think I hate this place so much? I know kunoichi were expected to do it in the past, but I still loath the idea of it.
Other than that... I can't really understand people who treat it so casually, I think it should be important, but as long as no one's getting hurt, I guess.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why?
I wish I had more of a choice. I wish it weren't about some stupid drugged chocolates messing with my hormones or a tattoo that's killing me. That isn't right. That's not what it's supposed to be about.