entertainment & employment woes
considering i have no one to speak to in real life, the only point to even having a livejournal is to have a place to vent & bitch, so if u don't wanna read bitchin, then don't fucking read my journal, & keep your mouth shut, no one's forcing you to be here or read this!
i've lost all motivation to do anything but watch really crappy tv, i can't write in this house, i don't even wanna play any of the video games i usually use to forget about my life...& the latest in the crappy tv i've watched is the last hour of the grammies (i deliberately missed the first 2.5 hrs cuz i was watchin the british oscars, cuz i knew the grammies would make me nauseous, & i was right)...it's just sick what passes for music in this pathetic country, if it's not "hip hop" (we'll pretend that's music) or a naked blonde, no one in this country acknowledges it as music at all & it makes me sick...the bands I like sell out arenas in europe/england & no one in this country has ever even heard of em, it's just sick, & even 1 hr of the grammies was enough to make me wanna cry, did i mention it was disgusting?
but shit tv aside, i think the real reason that i'm so fed up with everything is cuz this wednesday i'm being forced to go to a mandatory meeting at the unemployment office, which means i have to go during the day (the only time i can even try to sleep) & go in the same vehicle as the fucking asshole father, on no sleep, just to hear them bitch at me about how appalled they are that i am unemployed...
let's see, i had a TEMPORARY job that i got laid off from & the temp agency never called me for another assignment once in 3 mos (not like everyday you hear on the news about all the people with real jobs getting laid off too) & this scenario means i had to somehow pay rent for 3 mos with no job, therefore getting evicted, therefore having nowhere to live except with my parents, with no car, in a place where there is not even 1 single method of public transportation to get to any job at all, assuming any ever did call me...but yeah, i have to go to a meeting where they're going to explain to me that i should be perfectly capable of somehow having a job when i have no earthly way of getting to any job, at all...yeah i can't wait to hear how i'm supposed to pull that 1 off, considering my parents live SEVEN MILES from the nearest "town," which is basically 2 blocks wide, which i'm sure is a place just teeming with employment opportunities if only i were willing to walk 14 miles a day in lovely PA weather...yeah unemployment office, tell me how many jobs i should be able to do in this pile of shit called my current life
i've lost all motivation to do anything but watch really crappy tv, i can't write in this house, i don't even wanna play any of the video games i usually use to forget about my life...& the latest in the crappy tv i've watched is the last hour of the grammies (i deliberately missed the first 2.5 hrs cuz i was watchin the british oscars, cuz i knew the grammies would make me nauseous, & i was right)...it's just sick what passes for music in this pathetic country, if it's not "hip hop" (we'll pretend that's music) or a naked blonde, no one in this country acknowledges it as music at all & it makes me sick...the bands I like sell out arenas in europe/england & no one in this country has ever even heard of em, it's just sick, & even 1 hr of the grammies was enough to make me wanna cry, did i mention it was disgusting?
but shit tv aside, i think the real reason that i'm so fed up with everything is cuz this wednesday i'm being forced to go to a mandatory meeting at the unemployment office, which means i have to go during the day (the only time i can even try to sleep) & go in the same vehicle as the fucking asshole father, on no sleep, just to hear them bitch at me about how appalled they are that i am unemployed...
let's see, i had a TEMPORARY job that i got laid off from & the temp agency never called me for another assignment once in 3 mos (not like everyday you hear on the news about all the people with real jobs getting laid off too) & this scenario means i had to somehow pay rent for 3 mos with no job, therefore getting evicted, therefore having nowhere to live except with my parents, with no car, in a place where there is not even 1 single method of public transportation to get to any job at all, assuming any ever did call me...but yeah, i have to go to a meeting where they're going to explain to me that i should be perfectly capable of somehow having a job when i have no earthly way of getting to any job, at all...yeah i can't wait to hear how i'm supposed to pull that 1 off, considering my parents live SEVEN MILES from the nearest "town," which is basically 2 blocks wide, which i'm sure is a place just teeming with employment opportunities if only i were willing to walk 14 miles a day in lovely PA weather...yeah unemployment office, tell me how many jobs i should be able to do in this pile of shit called my current life