I'm here
At home
Doing shit for school
ON FOURTWENTY

has got to do with how I was raised ( Read more... )

[ ]1. No more cheap sex.
Ya, sure.
[/]2. Redeem my 1.8 by ANY MEANS.
Well I have like 2. something.. The lowest I got that semester was 1.6 I BROUGHT it to 2.6, but recently I got 2.1+
[ ]3. Sleep 8-9 hours a day (I swear, I'm gonna start downing on sleeping pills soon so I'd get used sleeping).
You kidding me?[ ]4. Finally start using that planner ( Read more... )

I'm the only one left.

getting a planner, like the notebook thing.
That's right.

I WILL NOT BE STAYING IN MILLBRAE AFTER HIGHSCHOOL
THATS A PROMISE.

I don't really care THAT MUCH anymore about other shit, since I REALLY REALLY need to get accepted in a good college (doesn't have to be a UC, CSU is enough).

I really don't want to bother ( Read more... )

Jesus ( Read more... )

Can
Can change things
Would rather live in this world alone than live in a lie
Don't have self pity
Would love to keep my integrity
Would love to respect myself
Don't agree with somethings in this world
Think they're wrong
Know what I deserve
Know what I deserve are those things/people I need.
Should take care of myself.

a change in the draft.

I can finally feel it, and all that happened like before and until last nite, it was like as if all that shit was a year ago.

All I can do is be humble about the fuck I'm getting and do the best with the shit I need to deal with.

I wanna give it all.

I figure out
if it's not hurting you, then you don't have to be mad?
If it's not happening anymore, you don't have to say anything?
If you know something, it doesn't always mean you have to say it?

Tolerance.