Hello. Yes it is me. That guy that needs to be home and is trying so damn hard to get there. The guy that does not belong in Hanau, Hessen, Germany!!!!! without all his friends ( Read more... )

I'm a chainsmoker mothafuckas!!!! And I'm on meds wooo boy!

I love my life!!!!!!!!!!!!

My anger bouts usually last about 10 minutes, maybe up to a whole night long, but this has been going strong for a few days now. I'm fucking pissed and I just want to destroy everything I see. I'm going to bring up my problems to a doctor see what they can do for me, and possibly get the fuck out of the army. Hope and pray for me please, because I' ( Read more... )

Yeah so I hate being disconnected from everybody back home and not feeling in control of my life. Nobody really makes an effort to make any sort of contact with me, I gotta admit it's pretty cool to know who my true friends are. Being pretty much nobody. I doesn't feel like I ever existed anyways, assholes. See you in 2009.

Kuess mich, somebody ( Read more... )

So uhhhh yeah. I'm in germany, been here for over a week now, and since I got here I've been manic-depressed. It's getting better now, I'm meeting some nicer fellas in my company and I've been downtown hanau a couple times. I bought myself a bass and an amp, and it's so nice. I got fitted for my ACUs (those new digital gray camos) this morning and ( Read more... )

I have mixed fucking opinions on germany.

I'd rather be in NY, within 4 hour driving distance of home...

Nein spraken zi fucking deutch.

Oh...hey ( Read more... )

So the other day I got a shortened list of the jobs that I qualify for in the Army (meaning I'm able and there are positions open). It was a lot shorter and the jobs I wanted weren't on there so... I decided on Healthcare Specialist (aka Combat Medic ( Read more... )

Last night was the last time I'll ever work that, or any security job. My mom finally let up because I'm enlisting soon ( Read more... )

I never realized how amazing the Pixies were. I treated myself to a purchase of Surfer Rosa today and I'm very pleased ( Read more... )