So stuff and whatnot

Oct 27, 2005 18:03

Yeah, I haven't posted in awhile. It's kind of funny how I never seem to do these things and yet have hours I spend doing nothing of importance and wanting to do it even less. I'm in kind of a slump I suppose. One day bleeds into the next of not leaving the apartment except for school. I need a job but don't want to get one until after Christmas so ( Read more... )

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firrir October 28 2005, 03:48:52 UTC
I know what you mean- nothing is the way you imagine it, and sometimes it takes everything to simply remember that it's only a little while, and then you have what They want (just so I can sound conspiratorial, which is now a real word) to make it in the world, and do what you want.
Visiting Wichita isn't the same without hanging out with you.
Mucho love to you and yours

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nocturnetravler October 30 2005, 07:47:10 UTC
It hasn't been the same without you either, though I have to admit with a slight sense of loss, even seeing you now isn't the same. Not like I rememebr it anyways. But then again I've been told that sometimes things alwasy seem better in our memories since we tend to forget the bad things. I dunno, I guess it comes back to that everbody changes thing, right? I wonder sometimes whether you feel the same about me? Seeing as I smoke, am "Too cool to wear seatbelts," by forgetting initially, and other little things I'm sure are different about me. Maybe people changing can be our first philisophical talk. We can relate it to how Bob changed in Reboot. Though I don't have shiny internet infestation thingie.

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nocturnetravler October 30 2005, 07:47:47 UTC
Ack. And of course much love right back.

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firrir October 31 2005, 06:51:37 UTC
Bob did change in Reboot. And you would be so much cooler with Glitch (I had a brief momment of 'must look up Reboot due to withdrawal'. This was roughly two weeks ago)
It's the same with bad memories- you only remember those sometimes. The smoking only bothers me as far as if it gets too heavy, or too strong smelling- the entire coughing thing isn't fun. If I'm not there, and you're not going through windows, the seatbelt thing is almost okay.
Just don't go through any windows, or get lung cancer. I'd be very very depressed.

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Chin Up. pace_speranza October 28 2005, 14:06:11 UTC
Melancholy should be a happy word, because it sounds amusing and it’s just fun to say. It should be a law against language that such an entertaining word is so depressing.

Okay seriously though, life is just big fat disappointing right now and it sucks; but it can’t stay this way forever. It’ll get better soon; the important thing to remember is to not give in to depression. Christmas is only 58 days away, and Christmas freaking rocks beyond belief. At some point whilst you’re in town for Christmas break we need to have a party. We can watch old Christmas movies, Dilly can make brownies, and we drink way to much alcohol it’ll be flippin sweet.

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Re: Chin Up. nocturnetravler October 30 2005, 07:50:31 UTC
I hate my college for hollidays. I guess I have like two weeks of or something, hopefully. Mom's buying me plane tickeys so no 14 hour drive through the freaking tundra. I guarentee though I will see Dilly if I have to drag her out of the shit hole bar by her hair. Just an emphatic referance of course but still. Conflageration is funny too but it means a huge ass fire. Not exactly an amusing subject, eh? English definatly sucks.

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Re: Chin Up. pace_speranza October 30 2005, 16:14:02 UTC
**Sleezy south side not shit hole!***

Oh and English rocks my socks!

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darksach October 29 2005, 22:52:14 UTC
So yeah, I don't know you PERSONALLY and can't tell you that when you get the chance we're gunna veg out and drink and have madd sex (that was just added for amusement *huggles*), but I can tell you that I can completely relate, as seems to be the case between the two of us on most occcasions. I know that it doesn't mean much to hear that, and that it isn't very comforting, but it might help to know that there is someone else going through similar situations. Christmas is coming up, as is Thanksgiving, and if your college is anything like mine your going to have to go home for those holidays. Send me a message sometime - *huggles and kisses*

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nocturnetravler October 30 2005, 07:53:19 UTC
Sometimes you cna know the most about a person when you never see them and they don't have to think about the things they say and how you'll take it. This might especially be true in my case, so know that it does mean alot to me to have a comrade in arms per se. I doubt my college is like yours though. It's quite the shitty place in alot of ways. No standard holiday breaks and such and it's full of anti social and quite useless people. Except for me of course. ; ) *Huggles and kisses back*

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