I don't have words to say

[nocturnetravler]

I hope you all can forgive me for posting this, but I need to get it out. The last 3 hours have been the scariest of my life and to cope with it, I'm putting it to paper. I've mentioned before the girl who is my neighbor. I've said how she was cool and liked to hang out here alot. I may have mentioned her sexual advances towards me and how I

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[darksach]

Jesus...*huggles* I'm not entirely sure what to say...I want to reassure you and tell you that everything is going to be ok, but I am anxious to knwo what else has happened. I'm so sorry I left when I did...maybe if I'd stuck around longer I'd been able to help. Addicts will always hide behind their problems until they realize that they do indeed have a problem, and that the only way to fix it is to get clean. Likely hood is that indeed you are right about her going to her dealer, but whether she hates you or not in that moment isn't what is important - what is important is that you helped her by doing what needed to be done. Sometimes what needs to be done isn't what we want...hopefully she will realize that one day.

At this point though, I fail to see how your being a good person hurt her...You did what needed to be done, the only logical thing to be done. I hope that things get better for you...Give me an update as soon as possible.

[stormyparadise]

She was tripping off acid. It wasn't a panic attack. Stay away from this danger nick.

[nocturnetravler]

I don't think so. She took some pills before drinking sure, but she was with us for quite a number of hours... well she did go home to grab a beer... but honestly she admited most of the drugs she's done to me and when. Acid wasn't mentioned. Coke was. Anyways, we're just trying to get her to get counciling and shit. Dunno what esle to do really.

[darksach]

All that you can do is support her if that is indeed what you want to do. Taking her problem onto yourself (not that you are...just a warning) will only cause you more harm than nessessary. *huggles* Don't let her drag you down or I'll have to come up there and kick her butt...jk *wink* But seriously...*huggles*

Holly Shit

[pace_speranza]

First of all you don't need this bullshit, I know that you’re a good person but taking on this chicks problems as your own isn't going to solve anything. You need to just tell her that you refuse to stand by and watch her kill herself. It has been my experience with people like this (lots of them I might ad) that being sympathetic isn’t going to help, instead you need to be honest. Tell her you’re done; and actually be done. She has family that will be there when she’s ready to get help, she isn’t your problem. I know that probably sounds cold hearted, but enabling her behavior by letting her play the victim to get your attention isn’t helping her.