And when you wake up...
15 hours of sleep does a person good....
I still don't want to be around other people, but I'm content enough by myself. =)
I'm extremely worried about Brian. He's so far gone that I don't know what to do. I haven't been able to help. In fact, he told me today that I keep putting him in a worse mood. I guess that's what I get for trying to help. Silly me. Regardless, I'm backing off. It's the only thing I know to do. I've tried everything else... I even went so far as to talk to his mom to help him. I don't know how much longer I can handle this... At least other parts of my life have uncomplicated themselves, so this is really all I have to worry about. I'm a little concerned about Casey too, but I think he'll be okay. He's hurting, but I think he's a strong individual. But then, I don't know him that well. I forget things like that sometimes.
How do you help a boy who's stresses over anything school related, hates himself, and has just given up on everything? He clings to me like I'm the only one who can save him, so when I fail, it hits him a thousand times harder than it should. I feel like he's dependent on me and he shouldn't be. I love him, but I can't help him now. He needs to want to help himself.
This makes me feel helpless. Ugh.
On a brighter note, the weather is gorgeous and I finally got all the money out to where it needs to go. Hopefully it gets to everyone on time and Bonnaroo is a go! =)
I still don't want to be around other people, but I'm content enough by myself. =)
I'm extremely worried about Brian. He's so far gone that I don't know what to do. I haven't been able to help. In fact, he told me today that I keep putting him in a worse mood. I guess that's what I get for trying to help. Silly me. Regardless, I'm backing off. It's the only thing I know to do. I've tried everything else... I even went so far as to talk to his mom to help him. I don't know how much longer I can handle this... At least other parts of my life have uncomplicated themselves, so this is really all I have to worry about. I'm a little concerned about Casey too, but I think he'll be okay. He's hurting, but I think he's a strong individual. But then, I don't know him that well. I forget things like that sometimes.
How do you help a boy who's stresses over anything school related, hates himself, and has just given up on everything? He clings to me like I'm the only one who can save him, so when I fail, it hits him a thousand times harder than it should. I feel like he's dependent on me and he shouldn't be. I love him, but I can't help him now. He needs to want to help himself.
This makes me feel helpless. Ugh.
On a brighter note, the weather is gorgeous and I finally got all the money out to where it needs to go. Hopefully it gets to everyone on time and Bonnaroo is a go! =)