i'm sorry miss ( Read more... )

alright since i did it for connor; think of one memory you have of me and you--it doesn't matter if we're close or not or even if i know you--just one or two, whatever. and then post this in yours.

Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I Must have!"
--Thomas Parke D'Invilliers

so i say you know what fuck it, if i can't get her then hell, at least i tried.

pitter patter on the window screen ( Read more... )

the simplicity is dashed
scattered about
on the floor of my closet
i can't find those strings
that seem to make sense of things
and i'm struggling with what's
real and fake , i can't quite shake
all these insecurities
but between you and me
maybe some clarity can be found

At least I know
That there is one thing
That is for sure
At least I know the whispery
winds of change
That flutter through trees
and pick up and play with leaves

That send chills up my body
that twirl lace draperies
that create summer memories

will always be there.

You can lose all your money ( Read more... )

i'm developing random affinities for people? well are they random or do they have purpose? love really is random, but these are just right now basic attractions based on character. so they actually aren't random. i think i'm fraid of commitment towards relationships right now.

4/5 top richest people in america according to Forbes Top 400 richest people list, were college drop outs.

yellow gleam off plastic trophies
and gold, silver, and bronze
the dust on books the ones i read
back in times where i thought i knew who i was
but as i think now about what i thought
it seems to me that i think too much about what i've thought
and then i think well then doesn't that cancel myself out
well i guess it does.