A New Life Waiting [8/?]: Please stop the time.
Title: A New Life Waiting [8/?] : "Please stop the time"
Author: nodoka06
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke X Chinen Yuri
Genre: Love, Angst?
Rating: PG
WARNING: M-PREG
Summary: Yamada and Chinen have having their relationship for so long but they kept it as a secret to Hey! Say! JUMP and to everyone. As they reveal their secret, something unexpected happens.
Chapter Summary: Chinen wants Yamada to leave.
Chapter 1/ Chapter 2/ Chapter 3/ Chapter 4/ Chapter 5/ Chapter 6/ Chapter 7
A week passed after Yamada followed Chinen on his hometown. JUMP is pretty quiet like they are starting to be in hiatus as two of the members are out of sight. Johnny as well is having a very big headache and very disappointed for Yamada's action. He knows what will happen if he let Hey! Say! JUMP to perform without the group' asset, Yamada. He has no clear explanation about Chinen's sudden leave; and if the fans would find out that Yamada is not on their vicinity, he still doesn't have anything to say. The old man wants the secret to be safe because that issue is much hard to explain. Honestly, it's not his obligation to explain everything about Chinen's condition; he, himself also can't believe on what happened. It's just, he is the manager so he has to take a part of it.
He looked at the CD case that was placed inside on one of his drawer. It is the copy of the video Yamada gave him before he left. The video with regards of everything - Chinen's miraculous pregnancy and his leave to take a good care of Chinen and his baby. He watched it once again before he called the remaining 8 members of JUMP.
He showed the boys the video and asked for their opinions if they should show it to the public or not. Everybody was touched on Yamada's words and it's hard for them to decide.
All of the questions will be answered once they show the video but at the same time it can also be a tough time for Yamada and Chinen to explain how this unbelievable thing happened. They might harassed them, make false opinions such as prejudices, judge them etc. Some of the fans might be glad with this news but some will be disgusted.
"Fans usually have their OTPs and then by there, they would have such great imaginations like one of her bias will be married to her another bias and they would have their family, so I guess ... we need to ... uhmmm ... tell them the truth?" the youngest member, Ryutaro voiced out his opinion, a little unsure.
Daiki shrugged, "Yeah, like me being called as the TegoMass' 'SON' ... so I guess, Ryuu is ... right?" he said but also not sure.
"Aaaaaargh~" Inoo grumbled, "But we're not 100% sure that everybody could understand the situation and could respect their private life... This will be tough for the two of them."
Yabu tapped Inoo's shoulder, "And I don't want that thing to happen. As the leader, I want to protect them, and all of you guys as long as I can. So as for me, we should keep this as a secret."
"But ... pictures have already flooded in the internet and they already started questioning." Nakajima said.
Their old manager sighed as everybody kept quiet, "I'll talk to Chinen and Yamada through the phone and let them decide what to do. It's their lives anyway."
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Johnny phoned Yamada first but he didn't call Chinen after that as Yamada told him that he would be the one to talk to him and call him afterwards to tell their plan. If it's only him, Yamada really wants to tell everybody that they would have a baby soon like he wants to shout in the whole universe how proud he is to be with his greatest love, Chinen.
He just couldn't do that because of complications it might give.
"No, I'm not fine with it. No one would say a word about the baby." Chinen protested. Yamada had just finished cooking their meals and they were about to eat when he opened up that topic. He knows it would be the latter's answer but he doesn't know why he wants it to be kept.
"O-Okay... But Yuri, it's already almost 32 weeks, don't you think it's time for them to--"
"As if they would understand.", he said before he took a drink. Yamada remained silent as he knew it's hard for him to change Chinen's mind.
Yamada sighed, "But sooner or later, they'd finally know it."
"Then let them wait." he firmly said, "Just tell the agency that I'm against the plan, they should do something which could make the fans go 'boom!' until they forget this. He still have lots of talents and Yuma-kun can replace me for a while. And one more thing Ryosuke... I think... you should really go back to Tokyo now."
Yamada shook his head, "There's no way I'm going back home without you going with me.", he said but Chinen is more persistent as he responded, "Then there's no way I would gonna tell them."
The two kept silent for almost half an hour but Yamada broke it as he could no longer bear it. "Do you really want me to go back home?" he asked with seriousness on his face and voice; his hand was trembling as he held Chinen's cheek while looking at those pretty brown orbs that he loves. A nod came to him as an answer. He smiled weakly and soon his whole body felt weak.
Chinen really wants him to go back home.
And it hurts him, hurts him that much that he would need to leave Chinen at the time he knew Chinen would need him the most. But either way, he promised to himself that he would do anything that Chinen would wish for, though this one is hard for him to accept.
And as for Chinen, his mind only told him to say yes at Yamada's question but his heart said a big No.
"If it's what you wish for, then I'll leave..."
He turned his back to go to their room and fix his thing until a hand stopped him from walking, then he was hugged by him. "I'm sorry Ryosuke. I hope you understand."
He held those hands wrapped on his waist and caressed it; turned again to face him and planted a soft kiss on his partner's list. "It's still hard for me to understand, but I would try..." he smiled, "Just call me every time you need me, every time you miss me and everytime-" he was cut-off as Chinen kissed him for a while, "Then it seems that I would gonna need to call you every milliseconds", he chuckled, "And I would gonna charge you for my bill."
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"uhmmm Yuri..." he called out his attention as they were both sitting on the living room watching some anime. "Can we have a date before I go back to Tokyo tonight?"
Chinen moved his sight from the television going to him. "Sure. What time do you plan?"
He looked at the clock on the wall as he whispered on Chinen's left ear. "As soon as possible. I don't want my remaining hours with you to be wasted."
Chinen smiled as he shivered cutely. "Then we better get going."
The two lads both decided to went to the beach which is near at Chinen's house. It was a perfect spot to deal with as there's only a few people around. The water is so blue and clean while the sand is absolutely white and wonderful to play with. The sun is also on its nicest temperature while the sky is on its fullest blue. Everything so perfect with the two who also looks perfect with each other.
Yamada was doing some barbeque while Chinen sat on the sand while watching the water waves going near them. While Yamada was busy preparing for their food, he grabbed some plastic cup on their bag and decided to make some sand castles.
Yamada flashed a very bright smile as Chinen looked at him showing him his wonderful art. He approached the little squirrel as soon as he finished with the barbeques and took a couple on hand and sat next to him. Chinen was still busy on building those cute little castles like a Smurf who is trying his utmost to build a very cute Smurf Village.
"Have some break my princess." he said handing him a barbeque.
Chinen rubbed both of his hands together as he cutely responded, "But Yuri-hime's hands are so dirty. It's not a proper etiquette for a cute princess like me to eat with dirty hands." he smirked.
Yamada smirked back as he got his message; he leaned closer and planted a kiss on his cheek. "That's why Prince Ryosuke is here. I'm here to serve you." he smiled while Chinen smiled back and got fed by his lovely prince.
Time passed like a blink of an eye. The sky that was so bright turned into a dim pale black.
"Ryo-chan, I think it's time for us to leave." Chinen said while pulling Yamada's sleeve softly.
"Ehh?" he said in disbelief like he was not aware by the time they consumed. "Time really passed so quickly... and our date is coming to an end." his smiles vanished as he thought that he would gonna leave later. That he would not be able to see Chinen beside him by tomorrow. That he would be alone starting from tomorrow.
"Stop acting like this would be our last date."
Yamada tried to flash a smile but it ended up being a fake one and looked down, "I just don't wanna leave you... I don't wanna go home."
"Ryosuke!" he affirmed. He knew where they conversation would go if they continue talking like that.
"Don't worry Yuri. I'm not forgetting my promise."
When the night finally came, the two headed to the train station and sat on an empty bench as they waited for the train going Tokyo. There was an awkward silence covering the whole surrounding, it was so quiet that Yamada could almost hear the tickling sound on his watch, and the sound of his heartbeat getting weaker and weaker. He's like in a critical stage and is on a 50-50. Because as for him, it is Chinen who is giving him oxygen, it is Chinen who is making his blood to flow normally; it is Chinen who is commanding his heart to beat. And in by time they would separate apart, his life would completely be taken away from him; his heart would definitely stop on beating.
He was having a bleak sweat even the wind is blowing so cold. And his feet seem so numb like it is glued on the ground and wouldn't budge to move.
He gazed at Chinen who is sitting beside him and who is swaying his feet that couldn't reach the ground. He gazed at him trying to put every single details of his pretty face on his mind, trying to think how he would gonna miss seeing him, how he would gonna live without him on his side.
"Hmmm?" Chinen titled his head to look upon him, with his innocent face that is always filled with graceful cuteness. "What's wrong?"
Yamada shook his head then held Chinen's both soft cheeks. "I love you Yuri. I know I've already said this a million times but I would gonna miss you. I would gonna miss you so crazy."
Chinen giggled as he softly pinches the older guy's nose, "You're lying Ryosuke, you haven't said it for a million times yet." he chuckled, his voice a little shaky. "I'll gonna miss you more."
Soon, they heard that a train is coming. Yamada tried his utmost best to stand up on their seat and took a step forward. Chinen held his hand and it felt so warm, so warm that he doesn't want to lose hold of it, so warm that he doesn't want that moment to end. He smiled.
"When can I see you again?" he asked as small tears started to form on the edge of his eyes.
Chinen reached for it and wiped it all before it lands on the taller guy's cheek, "You're still here yet you're asking me that." he chuckled as he always did. "You know what Ryosuke, we could still see each other even if we're on the opposite sides of the world. As long as you are here and I'm there, then nothing would change." he assured while pointing to his chest where his heart is then next is to Yamada's chest. He showed him his warmest smile.
Yamada couldn't take it longer as he let his tears fall and hugged Chinen so tight. "I'm giving you one more chance Yuri... Just say that you don't want me to leave and I'll stay. You know you could always act spoiled around me. Just tell me you don't want me to leave... just tell me Yuri..."
He hugged him back while he felt that his shirt is starting to be drenched by his tears, but he didn't mind it. He just let Yamada cry on him because he knew it would gonna help him to release some of the hurt love is giving to them. They might not vanish at all by the same time, but at least they would get to decrease it.
He kissed his cheek as he slowly pulled back, he smiled again at him, "You need to go Ryosuke. I promise not to miss a single minute to call you."
Yamada bit his lips. That is. That is the end. Though it is not really the end but it feels like hell for him that he wouldn't be able to see Chinen beside him again tomorrow, that he would not be with him starting tomorrow, that when that day ends, he would be incomplete. He will gonna be Yamada Ryosuke without Chinen Yuri at his side.
It was a nice morning at the Jimusho while the 8 members of JUMP seem so sad at their dressing room. Until the door opened up that made them all bewildered,
"What's with the stupid faces of yours? I'm back!"
-End of chapter 8-
A/N: LJ has been giving me headache. Arghh. And I can't believe I needed to retype it again when the computer abruptly shut down and I didn't save anything. /sigh. Sorry for the late update.
Author: nodoka06
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke X Chinen Yuri
Genre: Love, Angst?
Rating: PG
WARNING: M-PREG
Summary: Yamada and Chinen have having their relationship for so long but they kept it as a secret to Hey! Say! JUMP and to everyone. As they reveal their secret, something unexpected happens.
Chapter Summary: Chinen wants Yamada to leave.
Chapter 1/ Chapter 2/ Chapter 3/ Chapter 4/ Chapter 5/ Chapter 6/ Chapter 7
A week passed after Yamada followed Chinen on his hometown. JUMP is pretty quiet like they are starting to be in hiatus as two of the members are out of sight. Johnny as well is having a very big headache and very disappointed for Yamada's action. He knows what will happen if he let Hey! Say! JUMP to perform without the group' asset, Yamada. He has no clear explanation about Chinen's sudden leave; and if the fans would find out that Yamada is not on their vicinity, he still doesn't have anything to say. The old man wants the secret to be safe because that issue is much hard to explain. Honestly, it's not his obligation to explain everything about Chinen's condition; he, himself also can't believe on what happened. It's just, he is the manager so he has to take a part of it.
He looked at the CD case that was placed inside on one of his drawer. It is the copy of the video Yamada gave him before he left. The video with regards of everything - Chinen's miraculous pregnancy and his leave to take a good care of Chinen and his baby. He watched it once again before he called the remaining 8 members of JUMP.
He showed the boys the video and asked for their opinions if they should show it to the public or not. Everybody was touched on Yamada's words and it's hard for them to decide.
All of the questions will be answered once they show the video but at the same time it can also be a tough time for Yamada and Chinen to explain how this unbelievable thing happened. They might harassed them, make false opinions such as prejudices, judge them etc. Some of the fans might be glad with this news but some will be disgusted.
"Fans usually have their OTPs and then by there, they would have such great imaginations like one of her bias will be married to her another bias and they would have their family, so I guess ... we need to ... uhmmm ... tell them the truth?" the youngest member, Ryutaro voiced out his opinion, a little unsure.
Daiki shrugged, "Yeah, like me being called as the TegoMass' 'SON' ... so I guess, Ryuu is ... right?" he said but also not sure.
"Aaaaaargh~" Inoo grumbled, "But we're not 100% sure that everybody could understand the situation and could respect their private life... This will be tough for the two of them."
Yabu tapped Inoo's shoulder, "And I don't want that thing to happen. As the leader, I want to protect them, and all of you guys as long as I can. So as for me, we should keep this as a secret."
"But ... pictures have already flooded in the internet and they already started questioning." Nakajima said.
Their old manager sighed as everybody kept quiet, "I'll talk to Chinen and Yamada through the phone and let them decide what to do. It's their lives anyway."
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Johnny phoned Yamada first but he didn't call Chinen after that as Yamada told him that he would be the one to talk to him and call him afterwards to tell their plan. If it's only him, Yamada really wants to tell everybody that they would have a baby soon like he wants to shout in the whole universe how proud he is to be with his greatest love, Chinen.
He just couldn't do that because of complications it might give.
"No, I'm not fine with it. No one would say a word about the baby." Chinen protested. Yamada had just finished cooking their meals and they were about to eat when he opened up that topic. He knows it would be the latter's answer but he doesn't know why he wants it to be kept.
"O-Okay... But Yuri, it's already almost 32 weeks, don't you think it's time for them to--"
"As if they would understand.", he said before he took a drink. Yamada remained silent as he knew it's hard for him to change Chinen's mind.
Yamada sighed, "But sooner or later, they'd finally know it."
"Then let them wait." he firmly said, "Just tell the agency that I'm against the plan, they should do something which could make the fans go 'boom!' until they forget this. He still have lots of talents and Yuma-kun can replace me for a while. And one more thing Ryosuke... I think... you should really go back to Tokyo now."
Yamada shook his head, "There's no way I'm going back home without you going with me.", he said but Chinen is more persistent as he responded, "Then there's no way I would gonna tell them."
The two kept silent for almost half an hour but Yamada broke it as he could no longer bear it. "Do you really want me to go back home?" he asked with seriousness on his face and voice; his hand was trembling as he held Chinen's cheek while looking at those pretty brown orbs that he loves. A nod came to him as an answer. He smiled weakly and soon his whole body felt weak.
Chinen really wants him to go back home.
And it hurts him, hurts him that much that he would need to leave Chinen at the time he knew Chinen would need him the most. But either way, he promised to himself that he would do anything that Chinen would wish for, though this one is hard for him to accept.
And as for Chinen, his mind only told him to say yes at Yamada's question but his heart said a big No.
"If it's what you wish for, then I'll leave..."
He turned his back to go to their room and fix his thing until a hand stopped him from walking, then he was hugged by him. "I'm sorry Ryosuke. I hope you understand."
He held those hands wrapped on his waist and caressed it; turned again to face him and planted a soft kiss on his partner's list. "It's still hard for me to understand, but I would try..." he smiled, "Just call me every time you need me, every time you miss me and everytime-" he was cut-off as Chinen kissed him for a while, "Then it seems that I would gonna need to call you every milliseconds", he chuckled, "And I would gonna charge you for my bill."
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"uhmmm Yuri..." he called out his attention as they were both sitting on the living room watching some anime. "Can we have a date before I go back to Tokyo tonight?"
Chinen moved his sight from the television going to him. "Sure. What time do you plan?"
He looked at the clock on the wall as he whispered on Chinen's left ear. "As soon as possible. I don't want my remaining hours with you to be wasted."
Chinen smiled as he shivered cutely. "Then we better get going."
The two lads both decided to went to the beach which is near at Chinen's house. It was a perfect spot to deal with as there's only a few people around. The water is so blue and clean while the sand is absolutely white and wonderful to play with. The sun is also on its nicest temperature while the sky is on its fullest blue. Everything so perfect with the two who also looks perfect with each other.
Yamada was doing some barbeque while Chinen sat on the sand while watching the water waves going near them. While Yamada was busy preparing for their food, he grabbed some plastic cup on their bag and decided to make some sand castles.
Yamada flashed a very bright smile as Chinen looked at him showing him his wonderful art. He approached the little squirrel as soon as he finished with the barbeques and took a couple on hand and sat next to him. Chinen was still busy on building those cute little castles like a Smurf who is trying his utmost to build a very cute Smurf Village.
"Have some break my princess." he said handing him a barbeque.
Chinen rubbed both of his hands together as he cutely responded, "But Yuri-hime's hands are so dirty. It's not a proper etiquette for a cute princess like me to eat with dirty hands." he smirked.
Yamada smirked back as he got his message; he leaned closer and planted a kiss on his cheek. "That's why Prince Ryosuke is here. I'm here to serve you." he smiled while Chinen smiled back and got fed by his lovely prince.
Time passed like a blink of an eye. The sky that was so bright turned into a dim pale black.
"Ryo-chan, I think it's time for us to leave." Chinen said while pulling Yamada's sleeve softly.
"Ehh?" he said in disbelief like he was not aware by the time they consumed. "Time really passed so quickly... and our date is coming to an end." his smiles vanished as he thought that he would gonna leave later. That he would not be able to see Chinen beside him by tomorrow. That he would be alone starting from tomorrow.
"Stop acting like this would be our last date."
Yamada tried to flash a smile but it ended up being a fake one and looked down, "I just don't wanna leave you... I don't wanna go home."
"Ryosuke!" he affirmed. He knew where they conversation would go if they continue talking like that.
"Don't worry Yuri. I'm not forgetting my promise."
When the night finally came, the two headed to the train station and sat on an empty bench as they waited for the train going Tokyo. There was an awkward silence covering the whole surrounding, it was so quiet that Yamada could almost hear the tickling sound on his watch, and the sound of his heartbeat getting weaker and weaker. He's like in a critical stage and is on a 50-50. Because as for him, it is Chinen who is giving him oxygen, it is Chinen who is making his blood to flow normally; it is Chinen who is commanding his heart to beat. And in by time they would separate apart, his life would completely be taken away from him; his heart would definitely stop on beating.
He was having a bleak sweat even the wind is blowing so cold. And his feet seem so numb like it is glued on the ground and wouldn't budge to move.
He gazed at Chinen who is sitting beside him and who is swaying his feet that couldn't reach the ground. He gazed at him trying to put every single details of his pretty face on his mind, trying to think how he would gonna miss seeing him, how he would gonna live without him on his side.
"Hmmm?" Chinen titled his head to look upon him, with his innocent face that is always filled with graceful cuteness. "What's wrong?"
Yamada shook his head then held Chinen's both soft cheeks. "I love you Yuri. I know I've already said this a million times but I would gonna miss you. I would gonna miss you so crazy."
Chinen giggled as he softly pinches the older guy's nose, "You're lying Ryosuke, you haven't said it for a million times yet." he chuckled, his voice a little shaky. "I'll gonna miss you more."
Soon, they heard that a train is coming. Yamada tried his utmost best to stand up on their seat and took a step forward. Chinen held his hand and it felt so warm, so warm that he doesn't want to lose hold of it, so warm that he doesn't want that moment to end. He smiled.
"When can I see you again?" he asked as small tears started to form on the edge of his eyes.
Chinen reached for it and wiped it all before it lands on the taller guy's cheek, "You're still here yet you're asking me that." he chuckled as he always did. "You know what Ryosuke, we could still see each other even if we're on the opposite sides of the world. As long as you are here and I'm there, then nothing would change." he assured while pointing to his chest where his heart is then next is to Yamada's chest. He showed him his warmest smile.
Yamada couldn't take it longer as he let his tears fall and hugged Chinen so tight. "I'm giving you one more chance Yuri... Just say that you don't want me to leave and I'll stay. You know you could always act spoiled around me. Just tell me you don't want me to leave... just tell me Yuri..."
He hugged him back while he felt that his shirt is starting to be drenched by his tears, but he didn't mind it. He just let Yamada cry on him because he knew it would gonna help him to release some of the hurt love is giving to them. They might not vanish at all by the same time, but at least they would get to decrease it.
He kissed his cheek as he slowly pulled back, he smiled again at him, "You need to go Ryosuke. I promise not to miss a single minute to call you."
Yamada bit his lips. That is. That is the end. Though it is not really the end but it feels like hell for him that he wouldn't be able to see Chinen beside him again tomorrow, that he would not be with him starting tomorrow, that when that day ends, he would be incomplete. He will gonna be Yamada Ryosuke without Chinen Yuri at his side.
It was a nice morning at the Jimusho while the 8 members of JUMP seem so sad at their dressing room. Until the door opened up that made them all bewildered,
"What's with the stupid faces of yours? I'm back!"
-End of chapter 8-
A/N: LJ has been giving me headache. Arghh. And I can't believe I needed to retype it again when the computer abruptly shut down and I didn't save anything. /sigh. Sorry for the late update.