Comments | noeasyanswers: I KNOW I LEFT TOO MUCH MESS ON THE TABLE

noeasyanswers

I KNOW I LEFT TOO MUCH MESS ON THE TABLE

Feb 04, 2004 10:23

The sky outside was gray with a tint of blue this morning when I left my dorm, and now, more than two hours later as I sit in the coffee house of sorts on campus drinking fake Starbucks and typing on an unfamiliar keyboard whose "a" button has to be pushed with strength, the sky is a darker gray, no blue in sight, and the wind blows with an ( Read more... )

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ex_solaced February 4 2004, 09:30:56 UTC

*hugs* you're a far stronger person than i am and i admire you for dealing with all of this as well as you seem to. i wish i could take your loneliness away, but i'm also very lonely inside.

Re: noeasyanswers February 4 2004, 10:11:25 UTC

Thank you darling. I think its just that I have so many defense mechanisms lately with life that its hard for me to be anything but strong. And while I am dealing with things, I know I still have a long ways to go.

kals4ever February 4 2004, 10:42:47 UTC

you know i am always going to be there for you. I miss you so much and can not wait to see you this weekend!!

kirsidee February 5 2004, 07:39:33 UTC

i wish i had your strength some days, leslie. right now, god knows, i need it.

xoxo