Comments | noeasyanswers: MADE A TOAST TO CONFIDENCE, DRANK AWAY THE THOUGHT OF YOU

noeasyanswers

MADE A TOAST TO CONFIDENCE, DRANK AWAY THE THOUGHT OF YOU

Apr 17, 2004 00:24

These past two days have been a series of moments, of memories, that stick with me as I sit here, dressed in pajama pants and the shirt from formal, the formal we had tonight as well as the formal that ended all too soon and in a way I didn’t want, even though it started out wonderfully ( Read more... )

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shejustlaughs April 17 2004, 05:00:14 UTC

How I hate what boys and crushes can do to you.
I feel you. I hate how it can make you feel ugly and like a completely different person, just not yourself. *hugs* xo.

noeasyanswers April 17 2004, 22:04:04 UTC

That is exactly how I am feeling at the moment, always looking at myself and seeing everything that I'm not. And of course the memories are annoying as well, the ones that creep into your head and remind you of how he acts or used to act. Then the questions come, the neverending questions that plague you hour after hour.

I feel like I am back in high school with this crush.