my own new enemy ( Read more... )

dude reality sucks, its a great big kick in the testicles, and right now im just shitty people are coming back into my life and its causing issues, and ugghhh....

some people just cant fucking be honest about anything

how could anyone love me?

why doesnt anyone give a shit?

things are going to be allright, but right now im hurting pretty bad

well as of this week, there has been alot, and i mean alot of shit going on...barely any of it has actually done some kind of good for me, actually all ive witnessed is alot of change, and change that i dont like, things dont need to change, they need to go back to the way they were before this thing happened, where it is was just you and i...sigh ( Read more... )

YOU GUYS WOULDNT BELIEVE WHAT I GET FOR MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR!!!!!!! A NICE BIG KICK IN THE FUCKING BALLS!!!!!!!!

MHMM IT DOESNT GET ANY BETTER!....

gloom gloom gloom

whats it going to take...

whatever ive got to work through this bullshit

im in love, ill do anything....anything...

NEWS FLASH!!!!

IM THE ANTICHRIST!!!!!!!

GOOD DAY, AND A HAPPY WORLD BURNING TO ALL OF YOU!!!!!!

im a misunderstanding fool sometimes baby, but i love you, i fucking love you more than the heart that beats in this chest, i love you.......this is the last thing i put up on here, and or anywhere goodbye everyone...

wow i feel bad, i mean really bad, its times like these im grateful for what i have...anyways i just got done talking to one of my best friends johnny, and i found out some real straight up bullshit....see he had been dating this girl for a while now, and things were great, and then all of the sudden her interest in him changed, every once in ( Read more... )

i had such a great day yesterday...i owe it in part to the renaissance fair, loritabs, but most importantly the woman i am in love with....caitlin, that was so much fun baby, glad i could share such a wonderful time, with such a wonderful beautiful girl..i love you

ps. gypsy equal hot...alex had fun with that...lol