I can't get him out of my head. I know he doesn't hang out at the Dublin on Mon, Tues, Thurs, or Sun, but I was hoping he might stop in. I have decided to wear my heart on my sleeve tomorrow night to see how he reacts. I just know that I am going to look damn good and act like no big deal. Make him wish he would have called me for more ( yikes ( Read more... )

After a 6 year crush, I had fun ;)with "Toby McGuire" finally. It was exciting, and sweaty. He was very much into pleasing me, probably because I told him I would not have sex w/him. I did not want to because I wanted him to desire me and pursue me. But I caved in. Just another notch in the old bed, but it made me feel good. I have not felt ( Read more... )

Today I had an interview for a job possibility, but I don't know if I want it. I had lunch today with my mom, went shopping at the Goodwill, and had a starbucks. The freaky thing is my mother and I picked a book by the same author(Helen Steiner Rice)when we were at the Goodwill, but didn't know until check out time. I finally informed my mom ( Read more... )

I just want to tell all my friends that I am grateful for their support, understanding, and patience. I know some of my decisions are not always the correct ones, especially the moral ones, but you have been there for me. A special Shout-Out! (no pun intended) goes to my girl Danielle, who has been my rock for these past few weeks!!! Thanks girl

Well this is my first time entering my emotions is this live journal. The question is, where do I begin? I will start off with the number one thing bothering me. I have been in this relationship for 3 years, and nothing seems to be progressing. My boyfriend is an alcoholic, and it is consuming my happiness in the relationship. Once again, his ( Read more... )