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[noeley]

wow, it's been a really long time since i have updated this... i don't even know where to begin. i read Allie's entry that she might delete and found myself relating to it. i'm at a weird point right now. matt and i have been fighting (yes again) and it's been so aggrevating. last night we got into it and he said "get the fuck out of my house

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Relationships

[kechan]

To be honest Noeley, I don't think we can have normal relationships. I just don't think what we conceive as normal is really all that common and normal at all anymore. Josh tries to be nice to me, but then we will get in a fight at the mall because I don't want to go into a store because I refuse to buy something that is priced twice as high as it should be and he will make fun of me after he drags me in there and it turns into a huge thing and I'll just stop talking to him walk away and say I want to go home now. He is out of town for four days and my car died, when his was getting fixed I took him everywhere and when I need him, he is gone. At first I thought, this sucks I have crappy luck, but in the end I think it might be what I needed. I needed to realize that I didn't need a guy and I think that sometime soon I will tell him that I think he and I should go back to friends or try being friends at all, because we just don't match up well and I can't do this right now. Brian doesn't want to get back together right now, and

Re: Relationships

[noeley]

if you are coming in town you better belive that we are going to see each other, i have acar so that's not a problem. you better let me know or i'll kill you. i'm kinda dating a guy who lives in eden isles (i know it's so quick after mat and i just broke up) but we'll see. i dont' have time to explain it all right now, but i'll let you know everything.
love you!

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[kechan]

Eden Isles is like 15 minutes from my house. My mom works over there and her boyfriend lived there till he moved in. He might live over there again because he moved out. They had a fall out and now they are back together but he cant move back in right now. He messed up a lot and I guess I know how that goes. Anyway, I plan on having one of the three nights I am there being in the FQ having fun and I figured we could meet up then if you wanted. I will only be in town for like three days because of work. I'm going to have to fight hard enough to get those days off because I didn't give like a one year notice on my vacation, she is used to it though and I normally give at least a month, not a week. :) oops. Anyway, Take care and be careful. I love you and miss you! And next saturday I am going to go fight for Brian and try to get Beth out of the picture. It might not work but if it does I will be really happy. And hey I have the week back home with him if he goes to try and fix things.
Casey