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[noeley]

i am getting really tired of people worrying about me or thinking that i do not know what's going on in my life. it's starting to piss me off. no, i'm not the same person as i was last year, but no one else is either. i'm having a fine time here and i'm happy with how my life is right now. Everything is at place in my life and everything is

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Not to add fuel to the fire. . .

[idleeyes]

I understand that this post seems geared more as a response to Rachel then to me, but i wanted to mention a few things. Maybe it means something that alot of people are worried about you, and the concern does not grow out of the fact that you are a different person than your were in highschool but out of the fact that you can sometimes act as if you were in highschool. Noone's trying to use your past against you, but it's hard for friends who have been there for you through your past mistakes to watch you repeat them. I'm not trying to start a fight between us, but I can't just keep all these thoughts to myself. Just try and consider the fact that we're not all out against you, that you don't have to be so defensive, that the situations you describe are reminiscent of old situation and that you can get easily carried away, and that just because you may not have anything in common with people you once did dosen't mean that a little effort isn't appreciated. Being concerned dosen't mean that a person can't be happy for you and wish

[vovuebuni]

i'm sorry if it was my journal entry that pissed you off, but i was just trying to figure somethings out. i understand that you're a different person than you were last year and i'm not trying to hold anything against you. as long as you're happy than i'm happy for you. i just still don't understand what happend to you, allie, margo, and me...i felt that the effort was there sometimes and i guess it just never all clicked together. i guess i just never picked up on the fact that we were meant to lose touch, but i guess that it happend and i'm sorry. i hope you're not to busy and that finals and everything were okay and you have a great christmas! if you ever need me, i'm here for you-anytime.