ok i overreacted. i was really upset. the thing that sucks is that i still care about him and really miss him. supposedly he feels the same. what happened just sucks. i hate to quote the song but i want him to want me. thats it. i dont expect us to get back together, but i want to spend time with him. i want whatever i can get. but im hurt. i dont ( Read more... )

it was bullshit. all bullshit. it was a fucking booty call, it wasnt real, he doesnt care. why do i let this happen? how could he let this happen? getting ur heart broken once isnt good enough, no, he has to tell me he misses me and to come over, and 2 days later be like umm yeah i really dont give a shit about u, im worse than all the rest of the ( Read more... )

it actually happened, i almost dont believe it. i dont know what the consequences will be or if im gonna stay this happy but this is definetly good either way. sorry bout the ambiguity im not sure if this is gonna be confidential or what. im just happy and everyone should know that

im so FUCKIING EXCITED for next year.

also i found out my dad started the frat (at pamona college) phi delta bong... yes that kind of bong, its actually painted on the building and everything.

im very bored so call me

i still really miss mike

even tho im still completely fucked up about mike, ive somehow managed to have a good amount of guys ask me out, especially recently. my ego is boosted amazingly :) hurray for boys and their hormones.

its finally summer :) weather and all. supposed to be 77 today. im in a good mood. call me :) this is gonna be a good summer

today: 77
tomorrow:84
sun:89
mon:89
tues:80
wed:76

so ummm boys suck they should probably all die very painful deaths... or maybe just a certain one.

i hella got a laptop :) i should graduate more often

god dammit this is the most stressful thing ever