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[nofaithtolose]

Well. I've been a 'babysitter'. I think in the back of my mind I expected getting this kind of job to watch out for others, and that's pretty much what I ended up doing at the bar the other night. While I was finishing up what Ashelin and I started, Haseo and Mugen came in to kill time and ended up throwing up all over the place, being foul mouthed

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[xxadeptroguexx]

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I am in NO means, a drunkard!!! I just...made a stupid decision a few nights ago! I've never drank before that!

...And I signed up to help Prydain at the gate for guarding, so it's not like I'm some lazy-ass not doing my part.

[nofaithtolose]

...That was a really stupid decision.

Never said you were lazy.

[xxadeptroguexx]

Trust me, I'm not exactly proud of myself...I don't even know what came over me. He called me some weak kid or whatever, and that got me fired up. I just hate losing, I guess...

...Right.

[nofaithtolose]

You just have to not have so much Pride. Pride is great, but you should only have it when youdeserve it by knowing your own limitations.

[nofaithtolose]

Stop by, I'm cleaning the place up.

[not_riku_thx]

I'd really rather just ignore my heart....for the time being. I don't want to relax. I just re-live through all the bad stuff, and wonder and worry, whenever I do.

Oh. So you're the one to thank for making sure those idiots didn't get eaten in a gutter by the sniffers. Thanks.

[nofaithtolose]

What? Well.. you know it's those hard times that make us grow. I couldn't ever ignore my 'shit' from my life.
You're one of the folks who just got used to having a heart, right?

Ahh, it's nothing.I couldn't ignore them.

[not_riku_thx]

No. I've had a heart. It's just...been taken apart and rearranged...once or twice.

I hate having nothing to do about how I'd feel, thats all.

[nofaithtolose]

Oh. Well, you know we can't stop feelings. We can grow numb, but even that is a feeling. Don't be afraid to feel as angry or as loving as you can, because when you feel nothing, it's just death.
When all is said and done, our feelings are the ultimate judgements.

[puddingluvr]

Wow, there's a bar here?!

Gosh, I'd sure like a drink...

And Meryl's not here to stop me...

[nofaithtolose]

We're gonna run low on alcohol soon I think....

[puddingluvr]

That won't be good! I don't need a drink that badly, honest.

[nofaithtolose]

One never hurts though...