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there is no peace of mind for people like us.
because as soon as we reach a plateau we start looking for the fastest way up.

i just bought new tubes for my marshall JCM2000 TSL100. they came with svetlana electron devices inc. EL-34 tubes, but i haven't been able to find those anywhere. everyone told me to buy svetlana tubes, electro-harmonix owns svetlana so i bought the cheaper electro-harmonix. the specs are/ lp: 44. Gm: 7,200 ( Read more... )

i just got back from bloomington, it was pretty awesome. i got away for a while and cleared my head out a bit. i hung out with so many great people and had some good conversations. i fixed up my bike. i watched every episode of freaks and geeks, which is such a fucking masterpiece. add/c played 2 shows and i only caught the one in people's park, ( Read more... )

things are kind of weird right now, i'm really weird right now. i went through a lot of old letters and mementos last night. from lovers, friends, family... i am a really shitty person sometimes, and i have a lot to apologize for. sometimes i wish i had never left this town, just had been happy with where i was, with what i had to work with. ( Read more... )

so, if everyone would be so kind as to post one of their first memories of me, i would love it

shit... i am asking for it, i met so many people on here when i was just a little boy... ok... when i was a littler. uh, boy. just shutup.

my back is the worst it's been in half a year and yet i still feel happy and surprisingly strong. i just quit the job that has been causing the problems with my back, that has a lot to do with how i'm feeling. my hand has been really weak lately due to it being connected to a section of vertabrae that is really fucked right now. it's been really ( Read more... )

just another night i wish my body would forget. fuck that was weird.

i made a shit load of money this last weekend. now my backs fucked. so i'm spending 30 dollars on my chiropractor. that's the amount of money i made in the 4 hours that probablly fucked up my back, so umm... what's wrong with this picture kids?

just one more lesson on how amazing my mom is. i can't describe what happened today or how i feel about it. but it was the first time i cried since that show at some squat in germany, maybe frankfurt... when i found out that i would have to work again when i got back home, after 6 months of bullshit just to make it over the ocean. when i found out ( Read more... )