Ugh

[nofreenation]

So yeah, i dunno where else to turn, so livejournal it is. Last week when i went to get my second hepitits shot, i mentioned that i had been kinda down lately. So the nurse made me an appointment with one of the doctors there for next week. he's gonna talk to me and see if i need some kind of medication for depression, which might not be such a

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i love yoU!!!!!!!

[megancruzin]

sometimes people say shit about medicines for depression, but take it from someone who knows, you have to do what you need to feel happy. i dont know if i told you, because i havent told many people, but earlier this year i began taking lexapro, a drug for anti depression. i have dystemia, whioch is basically long term depression which i have had for basically as long as i can remember. it is caused by some brain chemical imbalance. but starting therapy and then going on medicine was honestly the best thing that i have ever done. for the first time in my life i feel truly happy, instead of feeling that i always wore a smiling mask while my insides felt like they were dying. It has also helped me see that i need to surround myself with people that help me be me and love myself, and everything is better. some people i know didnt like it. they said that it is unnatural and not right. well to them i say, "natural is being happy. and if i need a pill to help me be just as happy and feel good as everyone else, then fine." depression is not

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[nofreenation]

Wow, i didn't know any of that. Turns out I didn't need to go to the doctors or get the pills, read my new entry to find out why.